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hearing old choir songs makes me happy.
so does the smell of christmas tree in my house.
and smelling something that reminds me of england.
and dancing with timbo and my duo.
and leaning on my girlies.
and knowing that everything is gonna be ok.

i hold my emotions in too much.
and then i have breakdowns at the most inconvenient times.
but i have my friends.
and they help me sleep, and then they help me get up the next morning.
these are my friends.

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im tired.
of all of this.
i honestly dont even have the energy to pick up the phone when it rings.
so dont be offended.
im just kinda done.

and you are wanted. but it seems like no matter how many times i reassure you, you dont listen. so im out of things to say...

i wish i could believe him when he says that.

i wish i could just be happy and stay happy.

i wish this all could go away.

i wish my friends were happy and ok.

i wish i could leave.

i wish things were different.

i wish i still had faith.

god how i wish i still had faith.

ewe. this is emo. forget this after you read it. its late. and im tired.


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im scared.
and if i dont get out of here soon, i dont know what ill do.
after this is over, im going to new york.

let he among us without sin be the first to condemn.

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"However long the night, the dawn will break."

sometimes, there are days when i hit every single red light.
or i flip out on my sister.
or i question everything that i was taught.
or i cry at dumb movies.
these days suck.
but theres always tomorrow.
and tomorrow better be good. or else.