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Jul 28, 2008 00:48

Alexei! Scarlett wants to help rescue Emma from the Templars and I can't I can not let her go alone but just thinking about it and I'm on the verge of tears with fear. I still have nightmares about them, Alexei. Really awful nightmares. But my fear is nothing next to the thought of losing Scarlett, next to the thought that I might be able to keep ( Read more... )

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dj_crowley July 27 2008, 13:06:12 UTC
Nancy... sweet Nancy. I wish to all the gods there were something I could do to alleviate your fear, to calm your heart. But I have heard from too many lips the evils of the Templar, most especially from you and Scarlett. I feel I can understand all too well the terrible position you are placed in.

All I can say is she is loved, and will be protected by those who go with her. I dearly wish that I could do so myself, but in such a raid, alongside demons and Peter's bounty hunter, I feel I would only slow them down. It won't be like Paris.

They are the stuff of nightmares, but a werewolf may be too, if she wishes it. I do not believe the Templar will know what hit them.

Nancy, I don't want you to face this fear alone. Do you wish to come to me, or for me to come to you?

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thegraceoflove July 27 2008, 13:13:30 UTC
I know she'd be well protected by everyone there, but - and I know this isn't true, because I'm not a fighter and would never want to be - I can't help but feel that no one can protect her more than I can. Because... because no one can love her more than I can.

Yes, please. I'll come to you, because it's closer to - well, if anything happens, I want to be close. But until something happens, I want to be with you.

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dj_crowley July 27 2008, 13:20:50 UTC
I understand. I felt the same way about Tasha. When it came down to the line, I couldn't commend her to any protection but my own, and I attempted to kill Jocelin because of it. I cannot pretend to know, even now, whether that was right or wrong. What I do know, is that it seems good to me that you do not wish to be a fighter. I would not ever wish to see you corrupted by violence. You are too pure for such things.

I will be waiting for you, Nancy. I am always for you.

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thegraceoflove July 27 2008, 13:31:44 UTC
I can't pretend to know if what you did was right or wrong, either, but I know in my heart that your intentions were born out of love and that can't be wrong. I think you made the best choice you could with the options that were presented to you, cruel and hard and impossibly those options were. That is what I know.

I don't know about purity. It seems that angels should be, doesn't it? I just know that I'm trying to do the best I can.

And I love you. The taxi is on its way :)

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