happy birthday to me ... happy birthday to me... happy birthday dear meee. happy birthday to me.

Things are awfully...dreary... in my mind i mean. Im lost in some mindless funk, and i don't know how to claw my way out of it. This has been going on, let's see... about the past 21 years or so. Not that many people notice or anything. And if they do i can play it off as... whatever ( Read more... )

~yawn~ its another day off for me... we got approved for our apartment so we'll be moving in on the second, so thats all settled. im starting to work out again running and stuff, we have a nice little gym thing in the new place so ill be getting back into shape soon which will be good. im starting to cook again as well... learning new stuff and ( Read more... )

~sigh~ bleh... somethings wrong with me... every time i pick the moment to finally let go of everything and completely trust or love somebody with everything it all comes crashing down around me. i must be some sort of leper or something once someone gets to close they can see the hideous inside and they run. im going to shack myself up somewhere ( Read more... )

hmmm... todays been a long day already and its only eleven in the morning... so much can happen in so little time its not even funny. i knew something was going to happen today, i was walking in the rain last night on my way to circle k to get some food, getting soaked and thinking a whole lot and most of the things i thought were going to happen ( Read more... )

ok so that was the worst night ive had in about ten years... i havent had a miagraine since i was a kid and last night one snuck up on me... i had a light headache all day and then when i tried to go to sleep i woke up with a fierce headache, it hurt so damn much and i couldnt kill it with anything at all... i was up for hours everything just made ( Read more... )

LOL i dont know if you noticed but i put the wrong date of birth in... i was born in 81 not 82 so i changed it to see what the answer was and i went for royalty to poor =\ bleh

ah that was quick.. we found a place to live today three bedroom... its going to be brian mike and i and hopefully someone else in the future as well =Þ its a really nice place we got an amazing deal on the rent so everythings set up pretty nice... i have my own room finally that makes me want to scream with excitement. we have a washer and dryer ( Read more... )