i woke up this morning at the unreasonable hour of 8 am and lying in bed i was so scared... terrified that the past couple of days had been a dream.

but its not a dream. not anymore. this is really happening and im so happy i could cry.

inhale.

i guess i have the predisposition to the state of relaxation, due to the lack of need for any natural medication, through miles of trials and tribulation, all smiles now ive seen the so called mental "elevation".

exhale.
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staring death in face, all of a sudden i can see myself, a disgrace, to the man that i should be by now, but he would forgive me if only i ever learned how. to forgiveness. realization dawning, that feeling decides to start, not falling out of my eyes but down my throat into my heart, with the proud masculine inability to cry. this is why my pupils ( Read more... )

times going out of business, just to step into the press.

call call calling her up, just to get ripped down.

but everything feels right, just because you left.

and i have a tidy sum of others to clean up your mess.

life is full of empty opposites.

sometimes im caught off-guard by who reads this stuff. my lj is just badass.

much love,arya

ive been taking it all in recently. art. angels in america, bouguereau, improv, dave chapelle inside the actors studio, and some new maroon 5. i know what you're thinking, there's no such thing as new maroon 5. and you'd be right, but if you haven't heard this album i suggest you purchase it immediately.


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oh arteen....

i think you may want to do this much needed reading...
http://www.m3forum.net/m3forum/showthread.php?t=142813

welcome to the family, 335.

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heres some artwork from my upcoming stuff...

Opening Next Month

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life has changed a lot since highschool.
my livejournal has not.

until now. new layout. check it.

USC tomorrow.

wish me love.

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