And yet again...

Sep 17, 2003 03:46

Yep. I did it. I did it just like always. I told you all I was going to and I did. You'd think I'd be used to it, or learn from it, or at least NOT FUCKING CARE ( Read more... )

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rmusic1971 September 17 2003, 16:23:08 UTC
well...been there a few times:)

My outlook on the whole love -vs- hurt thing though has always been, that your never going to be able to experience real love without risking real pain. If you don't invest yourself in a relationship to the degree that if something goes wrong its going to hurt a lot...then your not being fair to the other person and your certainly not giving yourself a fair shot at experiencing love. Let me know if you ever wanna chat. I never claim to be any sort of guru on anything really, but I am a good listener most of the time:)

Later,
Rick

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Oh, for fuck's sake, cut the melodrama crap already! eibii September 17 2003, 20:49:25 UTC
Alright, that's it. I'm tired. Tired, tired, tired. I'm sick of you sleazy little gutless moronic fanboy stalkers making me look like a frigid villain crushing your poor little defenseless glass hearts under my heel. Let me make this little tidbit perfectly clear, and if you're paying any attention at all, you just might learn something -- FORCING YOURSELF ON SOMEONE IS NOT A SIGN OF LOVE, OKAY?! IT'S NOT EVEN A CRUSH! FOR GOD'S SAKE, YOU'VE KNOWN ME FOR LESS THAN A DAY, AND YOU CLAIM YOU CAN FIX ALL THESE PROBLEMS I HAVE, BY PUTTING ME UP ON A FUCKING PEDESTAL?! How arrogant of you. Arrogant, annoying, immature ( ... )

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Re: Oh, for fuck's sake, cut the melodrama crap already! thegreatfnord September 18 2003, 04:06:10 UTC
F.Y.I.

The melodrama crap is intended only to get it out so that I can get on with my life.
Have I ever claimed to love you? Have I ever claimed that you were the solution to my problems? It just so happens that I was speaking of a broader problem that my fuck-up was a symptom of. A much bigger fuck-up.

Also, I have never claimed to know anything about anyone other than the obvious.

I don't want anyone to instantly fall for me. I don't want to fix anyone's problems. I would simply like to vent my frustrations in some way that people would not automatically assume was everything I actually felt. Are you cute? Absolutely. Did I fuck up? You betcha. Do I actually give a damn about you? No, not really. Like you said, I've known you for a day. I needed to get my initial bullshit out so I could be a real human. I apologize if my post was misleading, but I'm not that serious about anything I say.

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