I have a job ( Read more... )

I'd write something but I can't think of anything. I think I'll go to sleep instead. Goodnight.

we’re in a restless way when the fireflies come
and they light the light where there once was none

I won’t think about next week
I won’t think until tomorrow

just a sight for sore eyes
disguised as a fly

and not a single soul in these woods
ever saw a jaw drop so low as is mine at the moment

imaginary ordinary
it’s you that I belong with

this is my december ( Read more... )

I forgot, nobody likes me. I'm just tolerated. None of my friends call me. Ever. I realized that I was the only one that ever called them, and so I stopped to see if they'd miss me. They don't. They just tolerated me. It's been 3 weeks and I haven't talked to any of them.

I can't do anything right. My parents hate that I have a girlfriend. I can't talk right if new people are around. I can hardly walk straight. I get nervous. My hands shake. My brain slows down ( Read more... )

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

I can't sleep and I don't feel good. I think it's stress. I have a job interview tomorrow.

Legos. Fucking. Rock.

So I was going to get up early and go job hunting. But my alarm decided to be gay and not go off. I think I'm stupid and set it wrong. Anyway, now it's kind of late in the day, and I'm depressed because I suck.