It's official guys, I have unenrolled in College. I'm now free to do whatever the hell I want. I feel real fucking good about it too. I'm pretty satisified with my decision. I'm going to do what I want now. It's about I did something different. Sometime this Spring, I'm going to go to California for a week or two or several. Don't know yet, ( Read more... )

I've made my decision. I'm dropping out of school and I'm happy about it. It's my decision and I feel it is what I need. A break from school and to have a new take on life, because how will I know how good life can be if I don't have any other experience to base it against. Also, I want to try something new, I've been going to school for over ( Read more... )

Indecision! Should I dropout or should I stay in school? That is the question that has got me in it's grip. I have till Friday to decide, if not I'll have to pay back my grants and seriously fuck that. That ain't happenin'. I'm young though, so the decision won't affect me too much. I can always comeback and go through the whole college thing ( Read more... )

Going to California is looking better and better to me. It's a way to get away and start anew, a fresh break from what I have now. It sucks when you can never truly be happy. It's like something is tugging at my heart. I just feel like crap. I go to sleep feeling bad and wake up feeling the exact same way. The only respite I have is when I ( Read more... )

I'm in a fucked up mood today. I'm fucking tired of shit. I'm just tired of dealing with shit. I don't see the point in being happy anymore. That fucking painful drop off when the happy is over is way to fucking hard on me. If I don't expect anything that I won't get hurt if I don't recieve anything. I gave out presents for Christmas last ( Read more... )

I have so much to say, so much to tell. I have so many feelings to share, I want to share them. Oh, so bad do I want to share them. I want to give love, I want to feel love. I want to make someone happy. I want to give them anything they want and more. I want them to feel loved, that they are needed. I want to tell them I love them, that ( Read more... )

I finally got my speech done in Ethics class and boy was that a relief. I think I did pretty good. One essay down, three to go, YES ( Read more... )

I have to say that today, I'm am feeling really good. I've been rather depressed lately, but today I'm actually in a good mood for once. I don't think I've been in a good chipper mood in over 2 or 3 months. Yeah there were times when I was happy and having a good time, but nothing to this degree in a while. I might be overexagerating the time, ( Read more... )

[20:39] danlivesinabox: You wish I had breasts ( Read more... )

Well, I went drinking at Damion's house yesterday. It was amusing for a while, but I found out something this morning, Captain Morgan's spiced rum MAKES ME SICK. Ugh, I can't drink it without the sudden urge to VOMIT. So, about 5 or 6 in the morning I'm sick to my stomach with the rum splashing in my belly. Also, last night out of my boredom, I ( Read more... )