I feel so out of touch with everything and everyone. I don’t really know what’s wrong with me. I’m just so tired and depressed at the time. I can’t even remember the last time I was happy. I think that I should have told my brother that I needed a psychiatrist that one time he asked. Maybe the only way I can figure out my problems is if I lay on a ( Read more... )

I’m so tired. I think I’m going to crash in a few. Me and Sarah went snowboarding at Alta and I’m am so sore. But I’m excited for tomorrow though, we’re having a monopoly and board game/sims party at my house. I just looked at the clock and it’s only 6:58.. I have to stay awake an hour more...At least one more hour..

The first quarter of senior year has come and gone. Finals were alright. My grades are still intact, just in time to send first marking period scores to colleges. The past couple of weeks have mostly been a blur. I can’t really remember what I did, who I talked to or anything of the sort. I just vaguely remember being emotional about school, and ( Read more... )

Why did I have to be nice and say yes to the dance. Why Why Why. Mavin just called me and this it what the guys are planning to do ( Read more... )

WAAAAH ( Read more... )

Ya know on treadmills how they have a button to set the speed level and how when you were little you used to set it really high just to see if you could keep up? No? I guess it was just me. That is how my life feels at the moment. It’s moving much to fast. Before I can take the time to look at the scenery the car as already sped off. I am literally ( Read more... )

I had an ok day today. It was busy as hell- which doesn’t really mean anything because hell isn’t busy. But anyways I was busy. I woke up late, (as usual) so I chowed down some oatmeal, and some breakfast my dad made the day before and sped off in my not so new, but still has the new car smell car. Physics was pointless as usual, which is ironic ( Read more... )

God almighty why do you hate me so?

Honestly, when will hollywood realize that not every book needs to be made into a movie? While I was surfing the net I found out that The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe is in production... Disney is the one footing the bill so this could either go one of two ways, it will be worse than Home on the Range (ever heard of it? No? consider yourself ( Read more... )

I’m in love with The Real World. I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I’m a wallflower and I live through everybody else. So the things I see done are just stuff I wish I could do if I had more balls..not literally of course. I hope that made sense. That’s what I get for trying to psychoanalyze myself...If the zero people who read this can’t ( Read more... )