It's pouring. POUR-ing. And it has been for about three days. I remember right before it started, it hadn't rained for a while, I thought to myself, "I miss the rain, I wish for the rain."

Well, sorry guys. My wish came true.

Couldn't feel more enormous if I wanted to. Jesus. Thanks, self.

I wonder about myself sometimes.

I realized yesterday that I' ( Read more... )

Does anyone else feel extremely guilty about feeling lonely? Like there are so many larger issues in the world than whether I look heavy in a pair of jeans, or whether my friends really care more about having me as someone to vent to than an actual friend, or wondering why finding a good relationship has been so difficult for me ( Read more... )

It is a beautiful time of night/late evening. I sit alone in my pajamas on my back porch. The buzz of nicotine and red wine washes over me like a warm, comforting embrace--one that also has a tendency of killing you, if you let it continue too long: for over fifty years. My grandfather smoked for over seventy years. I'm okay with living until I'm ( Read more... )

I'm way too moody for my own good.

The weather changes rapidly once Summer, out of mirth, turns the world over to her subtle, elder sister.

Autumn makes quick work of the hot-blooded earth-dwellers that have grown too accustomed to the luxury of long days and easy nights.

Let them shiver and shake; force them to fight for the warmth ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in a chair that's trying it's best to be comfortable, my feet propped up on the windowsill of the enormous second floor bay windows over looking our 'New Campus' Quad. It was only lightly misting when I left my apartment this morning, but now the rain falls in sheets before me. I refuse to think about the trek across campus I must make ( Read more... )

The Kiss

Zoe Speas

October 13, 2009

La Guardia Airport, NYC

When he kissed me, our noses touched gently against one another in a way I haven’t experienced before. How funny it is that we all fit together so inimitably, one complex puzzle comprising billions of unique pieces that all find a way to solve one another.

There’s nothing quite ( Read more... )

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330 310 8182

It has been a rough week, and I'm ashamed to admit it because it should be one of the best of the semester. I'm involved in a show, not only involved, but the lead herself, and this is my absolute best state to be in. I love this. It's what I want to do, I think. And my schedule is insane with work and school and rehearsal, but that has never ( Read more... )

Okay so I literally have 31 minutes to write this and eat my ( Read more... )