communication breakdown. someone told me she couldn't ever imagine us apart.

i had the best weekend, nothing much happened. i'm learning how to appreciate being alone, just me myself and i in my lil messy(as messy as my thoughts are) room. i had the time to let my brain wander away just for awhile. i dont know why i enjoy going back to my memories when they're supposed to be things of the past. i know im supposed to keep ( Read more... )

i need to learn meditation.

second week into gen surg and i can feel fatigue building up. today's ward rounds lasted for 3 hrs, my poor little feet were screaming 'let me rest!!'. oh well but everyday's been brain supplementing- always spammed by info overload. hahah glad im meeting up with porgy this week, miss them all. getting sucked up with all this med routines really ( Read more... )

Strangers,I hope we don't become.
Ah well all I can tell myself now is to keep doing my best and see where that takes me.

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yesterday, for a moment i stood there feeling alone and i had a flashback of memories. I suddenly remembered how it felt a few years back, and i got really scared. what if that moment back in time was replaying itself right now. no its not fair,this time round i've fought so hard to keep it going. i need to hang on. everything will turn out alright ( Read more... )

There’s always that one person you can’t permanently be mad at. Occasionally, they make you go insane but somehow, they have such a strong gravitational pull on you that it instantly draws you right back to them. You know that being with them makes you delighted and warm so you resolve the situation quick, then let it fade away once it’s ( Read more... )

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have been going for the cheer competition the past two days. hell lot of drama, felt like some mad woman.but i witness some amazing courage and perseverance. i feel like a part of me has changed. its been a mindblowing experience. now im loooking back at the videos, and the feeling of hollowness sinks in. hahah oh well, that was the decision i made ( Read more... )