laugh when you can, apologize when you should
& let go of what you can't changeso...it's just been one of those days. you know, everything seems to fall apart, you trip, spill your milk, fail a test...except its a little worse than that ( Read more... )

I wish i had something to say...
something truly interesting and meaningful...
something that would impact this world forever- but i don't have that good of an imagination or that big of a vocabulary.

wow. i'm such a dork-
no need to tell me what i already know!

i'm not in a good mood. what's my problem? my mom and kirk are still in college station..karl went out someplace, nan is out with eric...and i'm stuck here. by myself. If the damn car would start i would go somewhere. who cares if i can't legally drive yet...as long as i could get out of here. i'm going to go crazy if i'm in this house for one more ( Read more... )

well well well...funny how things happen to work out, just to fall apart way too easily. and vice versa i suppose ( Read more... )

I'm really tired...but i wanted to update just to say that things are going alright. for once. its kind of surprising. hopefully tomorrow will be alright as well. anyways, i must sleep before i drop over- wow and its only 10! haha k g'night

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK ( Read more... )

i cant sleep and its very late. I mean I PHYSICALLY can not go to bed. My bed is currently being occupied by my stepsister's little friend and i'm forced to sleep on the couch downstairs...i swear i hate children. Anyways as you can tell i'm very sleep deprived and a little aggravated by having my room taken over by 10 year olds. and the cat is ( Read more... )

i'm just waiting for something exciting to happen. why do i feel so empty? there's just this vacant space in my life and i cant seem to feel anything lately. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm wasting my time on minuscule emotional matters. I just have to live life and let go of my insecurities and issues. everything will fall into place

'Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions'

That was one looooong harp lesson. it went well if i should say so myself. anyways. oh my. what has been going on lately in my life? school is about to start, and i'm once again a class A procrastinator. i have absolutely NOTHING ready for school. Its my senior year and i dont even have a ( Read more... )

well i'm back home.

got a new layout.

nothing really interesting... i'm officially sick of this summer.

it was pretty much crap.

i want to go back to school.

and get this damn year over with already!!!