well sunday i finshed 2nd in my race lol blew a tire almost didnt finsh should have won but shit happens and the prize money was still good i paid 500 for the weekend to race n get ready and won 4 thous lol racing is my ticket through college well that about it for that bought danielle to jersey she staid the weekend and chilled with me how sweet ( Read more... )

dam well it been a while bitches but i back so yea things been hot got my new lil ob crew my boy matt greg and ny greg and amy matts gf we been chilling causing trouble lol matt just moved into ob by the highschool so i gonna be spending most my time ova there lol matts the man i finally learned how to break into all cars and start them lol that ( Read more... )

well i ended things with kayla she ws to young and immature for me she though i wanted everygirl i talk to witch aint at all true im a loyal guy i cant do that i know whut it feels like to be cheated on anyway yea i going to take some time away from her and get back o being me and realxing having fun the old john lol te one everyone loves so yea ( Read more... )

hey gangsta!! i miss u!! i havent seen u in like 3 weeks... that is to long!! i am just showing u some love!! u better come by and see me!! we need to cause some trouble!!! when i move u better come by 2 see me!! or else i am goin to have 2 hunt u down...love yah gtg bye

GANGSTA u rock!!!

hey how are you guys? well just wanted to say hi to johns friends lol john i know your gonna read this so i love you with all my heart xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo thank you for spending so much time with me and helping me sleep at night your the sweewst guy ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know you love me john awwwwwwwwwwwwwww
and rap aint as good as rock ok?

i cant belive this but im in love yo this girl stole my heart dam she cool as a mofo and finally a girl that understands my lifestyle wow she likes john for john she dont want me to change hahaha yea and she in highschool but it cool and hr ex wants tofight me u know the same drama but also he runs is mouth and dont back it up lol wow sounds like ( Read more... )

well where to start well thrus chilled with some old friends in staten island same friday then sat chilled with my home girl kayala slept ova til sunday lol went to the mall with her introduced her to the wood ave family holla than monday went to the city with my cousin timmy and a bunch of friends and picked on people lol alwayz a good time when ( Read more... )

the truth is my life will neva be truly happy it just aint ment to be. when u grow up poor and hustle ur ruined for life. my life over the years have scared me i sorry to the people i ruined beast lil rome carlos all my wood ave soliders and to my fallen soliders carlos my main nigga aka bullets i would give anything to have u back by my side ( Read more... )

hey i sat up all night last night getting my head toghter. well i decided i am just gonna lay back finish my finaals then come next week and go vist amanda and see about working things out. i gonna go get a good girl and enjoy my life. i back to smoking only weed and man drinking isnt ever gonna stop!!!! i gonna party while im young this way when ( Read more... )

hey i sit here with my cd player on repeat likes its been for a while lestening to akon mr lonely and realzing how tru it is to me i had a good girl who stuck by me dispite all the bull shit and all i did was hurt her i had no right dam i really just wanna die at times i sit here looking at da barrel of a shotty wondering would anyone miss me or ( Read more... )