Well if there's one thing that I'm NOT doing this summer, it's proving my worth in any capacity. I'm a fucking sloth these days. I really need to get out of here.

A while ago, I decided that I can't have it both ways. Making a clean break, however, is never clean.

September is going to be so different.

i'm drunk. i had like 4 glasses of whiskey sours, and 3 or 4 beers. i just don't feel like going right to sleep now. I hardly ever write in this anymore, i've gotten distracted by facebook and myspace and all that stuff. well, summer is boring. thank god for getting fucked up. if i couldn't do that i don;'t know what i'd be doing.

i'm back in boston

next week my band, the Trashbirds, is going on the road to play some sort of college festival in Annapolis. If only this didn't have to come right before exam week. But what's more rock and roll than bad grades? Anyway, i'm quite excited about it. Hopefully we'll record an album before this year is over - we have 12 songs. But now i'm supposed ( Read more... )

in high school, i would keep vodka in water bottles for secrecy. now i keep water in a vodka bottle for convenience.

The temptation to take the precious things we have apart to see how they work must be resisted for they never fit together again.
-Billy Bragg

band practice was out of tune and out of sync and now i'm almost out of beer. grr

i can't help but think that sooner or later i'm going to be a well adjusted adult and i'll think all the songs i love now are as silly as the songs i loved at 13 seem to me today. and i might be glad.

nobody fucking cares anymore. nobody is willing to take responsibility for their own actions. people go through life just fucking around and wasting every chance they get to learn something from their mistakes. I, for example, almost failed each and every one of my classes this semester, because i thought i was better than everyone else and didn ( Read more... )