I don't wanna hear it Jesus.

i think.. i feel.. lonely. but i don't really know what that is supposed to feel like anymore.. i mean.. have i been lonely all along ? is that what this constant has been? i don't even know.

my cheek bones ache.. is that bad? ribs too..
my bones ache.

my hips hurt, legs too.

but my toes did hurt so good.

you ruined me a little bit after that summer, but ruined is very questionable

why do i miss her it so much today?

( best bed head ever )

noone's here to save you now little buddy.
so what's it gunna be?

none of this was supposed to happen. i wasn't supposed to feel like this, especially towards you. you weren't supposed to be here. i wasn't supposed to think about you and you weren't supposed to think about me. i wasn't supposed to ever see you again. it wasn't supposed to go down like this.
i don't regret it,

but damnnn girl, you are fucking me

i am a slave to astrology.

i'm a text book leo.
sad.

"Ya'll are almost grown."

i love you momma.

i really wish you would stop doing this.

(all of you.)