turns out i'm not anemic. my dad says it's proably just depression or .... something. i don't think it's healthy to feel this sad all the time. i hate my life right now.

shit, my birthday was sooo good dude. haha. probably the best birthday ever ! i'll maybe post pictures laterrr.

did anyone see the last episode of Dane Cook's tourgasm on HBO ? i was totally on it for about 3.2 seconds hahaha.

I'M 18 YEARS OLD TODAY !!!

so far today i've bought lotto tickets ( i did that at midnight ) , then i had to get my blood drawn to see if i have anemia and that was my choice so i'm not gonna complain haha , and now i'm on my way to disneyland. i wish i felt this happy more often.  :]

so i just got back from seattle today ... sooo amazing. i want to go back so bad, i was even looking at apartments while i was there. it's one of the very few places that actually makes me feel happy inside ( Read more... )

 LOVE THE DEBONAIRES ! :D
the last maybe SIX times they've played all ages local shows, i haven't been able to go for REALLY stupid reasons. even after i beg them to get more all ages shows, they finally got 2, and i had planned on going and then i wasn't able to go !! sooo lame. more recently, they got an all ages show on my 18th birthday (Aug 15) ( Read more... )

sooo yesterday was the cadet summit. it was pretty fun cuz i got to see all my friends ... which is the main reason i went. the aquabats played their whole first cd live for us, and we got free tshirts but had to pay $5 for damn pizza and soda. altho the soda was in a souvenir cup hahaha. me and my brother took the train down there [san diego] and ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for Tahiti tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

I GRADUATE TOMORROW. and i just picked my classes for Saddleback college. :]

sometimes out of nowhere my dad will imitate the IM sound from my computer, then i'll reply back with another IM sound, and we'll go on like that for like 5 minutes at a time, like if someone was having a full on IM conversation in our living room. ahahahaha, it's amazing :]

i'm not going to go into detail. but i got my first speeding ticket last night. not a minor one either .. i'm not even goign to say how fast cuz i could have gone to jail for going that speed. i had my little brother in the car with me too cuz we were going to LA to see the aquabats. i'm ebarrassed and i feel stupid because of how fast i was going ( Read more... )