Sam loses it one night and in a fit of anger/hatred at himself and Ruby, takes a crowbar to Ruby's car and smashes the hell out of it. In his haste, he gets some cuts and Dean finds him and tends to his wounds.
Sam's done detoxing (and oh God, that sucked just as much the second time, especially with the hallucinations. But at least Dean and Bobby had stayed with him this time.) and he can't sleep.
"Where are you going?" Bobby asks when Sam gets up off the chair. Dean is sleeping, as he had been awake for the past few days helping Sammy detox.
"I'm going for a walk around the junkyard," Sam replies. He just needs to be alone. Sam actually feels normal for the first time in Dean died. The guilt's still there of course, but Sam doesn't think that's ever going to go away
( ... )
It's a stupid fucking orange monstrosity, and Sam doesn't know why Dean insists on taking it back with them. He never liked that car, even before he found out Ruby was a lying bitch; never liked the way the steering was stiffer, more precise than the Impala's, hated the way the passenger seat was too small for him, hated that the engine barely rumbled underneath the hood, hated the damn turning circle which made sure it couldn't handle corners half as well as the Impala could, hated the way the doors didn't squeak, hated the way the car barely rocked when he slammed the door shut
( ... )
Ruby loved that car as much as Dean loves his own, and it gives Sam an odd sense of satisfaction to imagine bashing her brains out as the window shatters around the crowbar
( ... )
That was wonderful. So simple. Just to show Sam with this need to just destroy something, to take out all of his anger, and the ridiculous amount of understanding that Dean has. Great dynamic. Loved it! Kudos! -crazytook
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"Where are you going?" Bobby asks when Sam gets up off the chair. Dean is sleeping, as he had been awake for the past few days helping Sammy detox.
"I'm going for a walk around the junkyard," Sam replies. He just needs to be alone. Sam actually feels normal for the first time in Dean died. The guilt's still there of course, but Sam doesn't think that's ever going to go away ( ... )
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And, man, I'd give A LOT to actually see this scene! *__*
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Kudos!
-crazytook
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