This is going to be one of those posts that lasts a while.
I'm bored, and I know I'm not going to sleep for a while, if at all. So I'm going to start this post now (at 11:56) and post it in the morning.
Let's see where the long night takes me.
Ja!
Name: Schu (Becky)
Single or taken: Taken. And happy about it. For once.
Sex: Female
Birthday: July 27 1989
Sign: Leo
Hair Colour: Currently a dark auburn
Eye colour: Honestly, it varies. It’s quite odd. Normally it’s brown, green, or amber. With my contacts they’re purple. ^-^
Height: 5'4/5” (not sure)
• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
Who are your best friends?: I have too many to take the time to type them all out. But chances are, if you’re reading this, you’re on the list. ^_^
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
How many exes do you have?: 1
What is your longest relationship?: However long me and Yotan have been going out… I’ll have to ask him. *guilty grin* I forgot. X_x; Ouch.
How long was your shortest relationship?: Umm… 3 months?
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Plato’s Closet
Any tattoos or piercings: Ears
Favorite designer: N/A
What is your sexiest outfit?: Err… I don’t dress to impress people… plus, I don’t consider any of my outfits ‘sexy’ per se. >_<
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Any of my t-shirts, and my old black jeans
What do you usually wear?: Pants and a tank-top
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?: Never
What kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal essences
What are you most scared of?: Loneliness, heights
What are you listening to right now: Adult Swim. ^-^ Yay!
Who is the last person that called you?: Omi (Bleh. I hate the fact that everyone else has to use long-distance right now, so no calls from them.)
Where do you want to get married?: 15. I’m 15. I haven’t thought about that.
How many buddies are online right now?: 11
What would you change about yourself?: Nail biting, and the occasional urge to retake the knife to my flesh. -_-
• × • F A V O (U) R I T E S • × •
Colors: purple
Foods: I’ll eat a lot… I have no actual favorites. ^^;
Girls names: I just love rare and unusual names…once again, something I haven’t thought much about.
Subjects in school: History, German (hopefully… maybe I’ll get one of the good teachers, doubtful, but I’m hoping.)
Animals: Dogs
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?: one of my babysitting charges. >_<
Smoked?: no
Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: maybe… I don’t remember, I might have once. But if so, then it was only so I could get out of a math test. ^_x;
Skinny dipped?: no
Ever been in love?: yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
Cried when someone died?: yes
Lied: yes
Fallen for your best friend?: yeah
Been rejected?: yes
Rejected someone?: yes
Used someone?: nope
Done something you regret?: Yes
• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: sleep pants, and a t-shirt
Music: Adult Swim blabbing at me again
Annoyance: dog
Smell: raspberries (no clue…)
Desktop picture: Fujimiya Ran (Weiss Kreuz) with a bloodied katana
CD in player: Rammstein- Herzeleid
DVD in player: an OVA w/ videos to “Firestarter- Prodigy”, “Mein Teil- Rammstein”, and a Weiss AMV to “Winter Born- Cruexshadows”
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: Ken
Hugged: Yotan?
You IMed: Farfie
You yelled at: Omi
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: usually. I try.
Open-minded: Yes
Arrogant: Ich weiss nicht.
Insecure: that’s a definite yes.
Random: *nodnod* XD
Hungry: I’m hardly ever hungry anymore.
Smart: Somewhat, I suppose.
Moody: Definitely
Hard-working: somewhat
Organized: sometimes
Healthy: not really…
Shy: somewhat
Difficult: most likely
Attractive: In my own opinion- Of course not… ask someone else if you want.
Bored easily: Three words- Short attention sp- oooh, shiny!
Obsessed: with some things
Angry: sometimes
Sad: not recently
Happy: most of the time
Hyper: most if not all of the time
Trusting: of some people
• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill: Yotan’s cousin
Slap: Omi
Get really wasted with?: Ken XD
Get high with: Nobody
Talk to offline: Hmm… maybe Ken?
Talk to online: No clue.
• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: ‘m not awake! (Up all night, sleep all day! Bed- 430am, Wake- 12pm)
All you need is: love
Love is: whatever you want it to be
I dream about: many, many things. Due to teenager-ness, many cannot be repeated. XD
Sexual preference: guys… although barely.
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × •
Coke or Pepsi: hmm… Coke?
Flowers or candy: flowers
Tall or short: Tall…which is funny, since I’m short.
• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: Most of my friends… I start to laugh really easily
Makes you smile: all my friends
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Yotan (love), Nagi (worried/slight distaste)
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes…then I think about it, and realize that I must have been stupid to think about it. Then of course, two weeks later, I’ll think of it again. XD
Wish you were younger: no
Cried because someone said something to you?: yes
• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: a couple times
Of hearts I have broken: Ich weiss nicht… probably more than 1. Although, I only meant to hurt one. But he was a stalker (honestly. It was creepy.) so he doesn’t count. Plus, I already was taken by that point…so I didn’t have a choice. X_x;
Of guys I've kissed: 1
Of girls I've kissed: 2 (one indirectly)
Of CD's I own: 110 XD
Of scars on my body: Let’s see… about 45. >_x; 1 guess on where most of them came from. >_>
Of things that I regret: quite a lot
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Realization- Commercials are really, really stupid. They're not even brainwashing anymore. They're just full of pointless things that barely have nothing to do with the product. Oh, America, how I hate thee.
Take the new Levi's commercial for example. For those who haven't seen it- this guy sees a mannequin who's 'wearing' jeans. He steals them, and goes about his day, until when he's back at his house at night, curled up for sleep on his couch. Then you proceed to see a shadow of the mannequin coming after him, either to steal the jeans back or to kill the guy.
To me that doesn't say 'BUY MY PRODUCT!' To me that says 'Don't steal from mannequins or they'll come haunt you forever'. Not much to do with jeans, ne? XD
1231am-
One of my many German bands I listen to - Dein Schatten- has a song called Schuld und Sünde! Hehe. That's almost my catchphrase now.
3. Schuld Und Sünde
vater unser der du bist im himmel
dein reich komme und dein wille geschehe
im himmel wie auf erden
unser taeglich brot gib uns heute
und vergib uns unsere schuld
wie wir vergeben unseren schuldigern
und fuehre uns nicht in versuchung
denn dein ist das reich
und die macht und die kraft
und herrlichkeit in ewigkeit
erbarmen!
ich trete vor bis zum schafott
und spuck auf jedes wort von gott
ich zuend mir selbst die fackel an
damit er mich nicht kriegen kann
er folgt mir durch das ganze leben
ich will ihm meins aber gar nicht geben
nein!
lieber bin ich tod
als nicht in schuld und suende zu leben
lieber bin ich tod
als ohne schimpf und schande zu sein
als ohne schande zu sein
ich waelze mich nachts im bett herum
und verfluche dieses christentum
man redet mir immer was schlechtes ein
dabei will ich ja gar nicht immer
brav und artig sein
nein!
lieber bin ich tod
als nicht in schuld und suende zu leben
lieber bin ich tod
als ohne schimpf und schande zu sein
ohne schimpf und schande zu sein
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Now to translate the damned thing. I can at the moment pick out most of the individual words... but I'd need to translate the whole thing and format it into a English sentence setup. X_x;
The one line or so that I get completely... "und vergib uns unsere schuld" (And forgive us our guilt) Wow. That's actually a direct translation...the sentence structure is perfect. German amazes me sometimes.
And wow. My room has a fly in it. I hate bugs. Bleh. >_<
And Farf is talking to me about "noogies and fire going along well with stabbings of the groinal region" However, the exceptions to that are the 'groinal regions' of himself and (as a favor to me XD) Yotan. XD My friends... *shakes head sadly* XP
100am- Yay! Case Closed just dissed baseball. Nothing against them, but they were comparing it to soccer. ^_^ "They stand there waiting for the ball to come to them, run a bit, and they barely break a sweat!" Of course, that quote's nowhere near exact. My mind's in three places at once right now.
Oh, thank god. I thought for a second the dog ate the only candy in my room. Damn my sweet tooth. -_-
200am - Seriously wishing it was later today...but hey, Farf's back!
Farf has declared Monkey Punch (creator of Lupin the III) among the 50 top geniuses of our time.
And damn. That same Levi's commercial just played again. >_<
Curse you, American animation! You rarely do anything right!
Aberglaube
Aus meinem Auge fällt ein Haar
ich wünsch mir was
sie ware tot
und nicht mehr da?
Superstition
Out of my eye falls a small hair
I make a wish
Can she be dead
And no more there?
Wow. Fun. Yet depressing. But still fun.
237am- And Farf's gone. Without so much as a good night, goodbye or anything. >_>
250am- Downloading 'Insanity' by Oingo Boingo...sounds like a interesting song. ^^;
300am- Putting an away message up, curling up. This should be the end of this.
Well, it's been fun.
Ja. Da. Yes. Whatever you say.
Gute Nacht!
~Schu-chan