god im so happy i have the good friends i do....thank you so much. i know that i'll be fine as long as i have them the rest of my life.

i dont know what to say anymore about it or to you, and i dont want to piss off you or anyone else anymore than i have. so its up to you now.

i cant sleep ( Read more... )

i try so hard to be as honest as i possibley can and using on line journals are never the best way to try and do that...but i'm running out of options here, and i'm desperate. if you read this, know that if i really didnt care about you as much as i ever said i did, i would not still be trying as hard as i am to at least get one momment out of you ( Read more... )

???

you paint in colors i cant see.

i wrote-sy today. lucky youz, you gets to see it...

Sharades drives me madthis is a prison. locking up every hope i've had ( Read more... )

BUY A TICKET TO MY SHOW FRIDAY THE 9TH. $5!!!! TALK TO ME ABUOT IT!!!!!!!!

man, i can never seem to get a break around here. it makes me sick. oh well, just a little longer (prbly not, oh well though ( Read more... )

there is so much i just want to go off on, but i dont think any big long journal entry will express the way i feel abuot it, and just how i want to say it. so all i really can say is that i can't wait for spring break.....BREAK. SPRING BREAAAAAAK (from everything).

alright, i'm just gonna do this right off the bat. if you've got something you'd like to tell me, just tell me. seriously, just fucking give it to me. i'm making this public so you are able to. go for it. like everyone, i'm not directing this to anyone specifically.