Shit goddamn, I missed the fuck out of you

Being home is so weird. Woah man, like fucking weird. No one lives here anymore, and my parents and family are pissing the shit out of me. Always on the computer, always with the huge TV screens on. I am fully aware how over sensitive I am to this shit, but really, I mean even if I didn't give a fuck about television. I mean I really don't, but ( Read more... )

Yah, I'm sure there will come a day when I don't have my head so far up my ass and wrapped up in all my own bullshit that I will be a better friend. A better person. I guess I'll just kick rocks in that general direction for now and hope I'll remember where they skirted off to.

Dayum. I want to be in love. Fucking Summer and nice weather, gets me all into settling, well more like settling then taking off with that person. 

I am so disconnected. From everything ( Read more... )

Fuuuuuuucking finally. Serious meditating ( Read more... )

So I am really fucking ready to get this phase of my life over and done with. School, fuck, I haven't even thought about that in at least a year. People are fucking graduating in a year. I really think I have just gotten so fucking caught up in all the things I want to do and because of that, have ultimately tripped myself, because I have no ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to breathe in the air around me and be okay with what it does to my state of being for years. What in the fucking fuck is it going to take for me to be comfortable? Everything got real real shitty for everyone around  at the same exact time, same days.  shit was all fucked up, but now, today, yesterday, tomorrow, things are ( Read more... )

If Hillary wins I am going to flip the fuck out. No, no, it isn't even just a matter of flipping the fuck out. Shit will be destroyed. 

 breathe me your words and  connect me to it's presence