Im about to, in this post, pretty much become everything that i cant stand about live journal. Im gonna be cliche....... and cry about stuff
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Aww Paul. Hope things look up for you. God's got ya' buddy. No worries. (Hugs!!) Holla at me. You, your woman and me need to hang out. I'm home now for winter break!
Dang, dude...I had no idea you were so frustrated. Sorry we had to stop the world and melt with Zach. Flippin idiot...
I've had those same feelings before, and I can't say that you ever fully understand what the answers are. I also can't say that it would help to know.
What I can say is this: The fact that you acknowledge those things and understand that you may be "lacking a purpose" or "focus" or whatever means that there is still hope. That means that you DO have an underlying motivation...You still care. You're not like some crum-bum who hits the bottom and says "screw it, I think I'll set up shop right here." (not ensuating that you have hit rock bottom)
I think you're closer than you realize to finding your "goal."
By the way, this is a totally heterosexual comment, I swear.
Im sorry, but im not surprised , seeing as how we never see each other, that i didnt know what your birthday was , BBBBUUUUUUT, i hope that you had a FANTASTIC birthday and ate tons of CICI's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey man hang in there. When I was your age (hahahaha soooo long ago....5 years?) I was in college and had changed majors and thoughts in my head of what I wanted to do like 4 billion times. I too went through the same thoughts in my head about baseball. Basically it was play at a small Division III or NAIA type school (HBU, Mary Hardin Baylor, Random Community College) or try out for Division I and probably have no life and keep the water cooler full. I had zero help from my lame private high school and there were plenty of times I was mad at my parents, God, everyone. Had to see friends and former teammates and opponents that I was just as good as or better move on to successful major college careers and probably more. Anyway, your'e right, you know the answer. It sucks and it's easy to be nostalgic and bitter but you can't dwell on it. It's all a part of what makes you better as a person. Eventually I feel like God put me in a great situation where I work now. That was 4 years ago. I had no clue when I first interviewed there or
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giles and andy thanks alot for your comments and care. I really appreiciate it. man i feel like that kid that posts stupid crap like that to see how many comments he can collect ha ha ha, for that i apologize. But, truly, thank you. And Andy, actually, all the brantners, and bryan, and who ever else can scream, i may need your vocal assistance in the recording studio....... so keep your phones on nigs
hey dude, point blank, I better be atleast one of the two fingers that you have on your hand that you could count who would always be there for you on. Believe that it's me. I would drop whatever I have going on for you dude. I don't care what it is. I would fight whoever for you, I would most definitely take any amount of bullets for you. I know where you're at in your life. I was just there like a year ago. This is why I got on anti-depressants and then back off of them when I realized that I could do it on my own. So you're way ahead of me at that time. Hang in there dude, trials always come before the really good parts. I love you like no other man ever. Hit me up whenever. LOVE.
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I've had those same feelings before, and I can't say that you ever fully understand what the answers are. I also can't say that it would help to know.
What I can say is this: The fact that you acknowledge those things and understand that you may be "lacking a purpose" or "focus" or whatever means that there is still hope. That means that you DO have an underlying motivation...You still care. You're not like some crum-bum who hits the bottom and says "screw it, I think I'll set up shop right here." (not ensuating that you have hit rock bottom)
I think you're closer than you realize to finding your "goal."
By the way, this is a totally heterosexual comment, I swear.
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