Today I learned that on the inside......
I'm pretty fucking ugly.

"If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this exact same sentence in your journal. ?"

( Describes my mood as of late )

Well it looks like I fucked up something truly great........AGAIN. I guess I can never be content with being happy I always have to find a way to be miserable or make those I love miserable. I really do hope she can forgive me and we can work this out but I wont blame her if she doesnt want to. Ugh I'm such a fucking jackass.

It seems whenever I truly feel happy my close friend paranoia has to peek his ugly head out and fuck with my mind. I truly do wish I could be more trusting but my experience has made me always watch my back, front, and sides. I do wish that I could never be paranoid and just be completely naive at all times....I really do. Somebody help me.

I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA!I really can't wait till we're together and I'm able to hold you in my arms and not let go. You truely are the best part of my life right now. Don't you ever forget that. The best part of my day is always whenever we talk whether it be on the phone or IM I just enjoy the time we spend together and never want it to end. I know I' ( Read more... )

If there is someone on your friends list you would like to take, strip naked, tie them to a bed post, lick them until they scream, then screw them until both of you are senseless and unable to screw anymore, then wait about five minutes and do it all over again, then post this exact sentence in your journal!

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I'm running on little sleep so I'm going to post a nonsensical update, lets see....I finally started training for runner today. It was easy, after about a 1/2 hour it was like I've been one forever. I also went midnight bowling last night with Brendan and Craig and surprisingly had the highest score of the night. Well I guess thats it, I'm not ( Read more... )