yeah. so my editor over at akrylic magazine just basically told me the down low about a few things. he told me that i'm a great writer but their magazine is failing and to go elsewhere. but he's also gotten to liking me because we've been conversing for quite some time now. he's coming to new york in a month and wants to meet me. i feel SO weird ( Read more... )

happy birthday michael kesner

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telly from kids is in the movie serendipity. thats all i have to say.

im sitting here at the computer. im listening to sarah mclachlan's i will remember you. lame i know. but i looked over in the den. and the way the light is hitting the crimson curtains with the melody of sarah's voice is very beautiful ( Read more... )

motha fuckingc hceese chippin nuggit spoin pretzels

as amanda marsh reminded me just now, lance bass is reportdly gay. heartbreaking for my early years.

in other news my website is updated with some venice paintings, so please feel free to take a look: akesner.deviantart.com/gallery

me and my love bad mouthing people and old artists in a cathedral somewhere in venice. this picture says so much even though you can't even see our faces.

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treviso.

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i feel so fucking out of place right now. i just keep closing my eyes and hoping i will open them and end up back in my apartment in venice and not in my house in oakdale ny.