I didn't go to prom, but went to Jackie's after when they all got back.

It was so much fun. It was a lot of fun being with the "old group".

I can't wait for summer! Especially if it's going to be anything like the other night w/ all of us.

Ignorance can be a source of gossip. People change. The people you grow up with and play on the play ground will move on to middle school where they start to learn who they are. It continues into high school or the so called "best years of your life." The little girl that you knew way back when you had recess isn't the same girl that walks the ( Read more... )

I hope this is what I needed to move on and move past everything.
Move on from all the hurt & pain I have experienced this past month.
Start a new journey with the ONE who will never let me down.
Who will always be there to guide me throughout anything.

Last night & Tonight really opened my eyes. I don't want to be stuck behind.
I feel like ( Read more... )

Nothing else could possibly go wrong. I really think I've run out of good things because they have all turned bad. Minus a couple things like a family that is trying to care for me and show they love me but in doing that taking away something's that recently I thought I couldn't live without. And I think Boston really helped my friendships, ( Read more... )

Sorry. I know I said I'd never be like that.

Boston tomorrow... should be fun. Good time to catch up with friends. And a really well needed break from school and drama crap.

I hate to think they are right.

<3

It's weird how things work out.

Today was exactly what i needed. I got to talk to Amanda about everything that i've been wanting to say but couldn't. You were right, I'm sorry. Gave someone else a letter with the things i couldn't or forgot to say the other day. It feels like so much weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

I'm so glad to be back ( Read more... )

Crazy how things happen all so fast. I can't get the picture of being left alone out of my head. I know that sounds gay but seeing the people i love the most and feeling like they were taken away sucks. <3 you both & Happy Birthday!

I <3 you too Alyssa. I'm glad that i had you to help me today and I'm so glad that we talked about everything in ( Read more... )

There is so much going on... it's crazy. I hate how everything is so upsetting.

BUT...

I did my all time favorite thing tonight. I went to the beach and watched the sunset. Nothing beats watching the sunset and being able to clear your head and not have to worry about anything for a little while.

BUT...

Now I'm home again and reality has sunk ( Read more... )

Im so ready to get out of here. In an hour we'll be on our way to Crystal Rivers! (haha kristen imagine that what a coincident). Even though I should stay out of the sun b/c I've already been severely burnt and starting to peel, it'll still be so much fun. In a way I think this is what I need just a break from everything, but I hate leaving ( Read more... )

I love cold & rainy days. It fits my mood perfectly today. I hate being so happy but so sad.

Skipped and went to subway & target with Amanda. It was fun we had a lot to talk about since we haven't hung out in forever! I got some cool new things from target that i really shouldn't have spent money on but i couldn't help it.

Not looking forward ( Read more... )