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i finally realized that, no one in my family is happy...i will change this. i am going to be the first god damn one if it is the last thing i do....damn it ( Read more... )

i dont know what i fucking want! fuck! so many damned choices...why the fuck do i have to be stuck with them ( Read more... )

i have alot on my mind, and i think that the grounding is helping me figure out some things....so ok i like my new icon...its happy

i get to edit all his pictures now! he is a really cool guy. he runs everywhere, and he looks kinda like a japan guy...and looks like he could take out a sword and kill ya....fun! but yeah props to him and his kick assness. my internet explorer is working alittle bit now....so yay...ok well love yall bye

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i love guys with tongue rings! sexy guys with long hair...and tall....god..im over whelming myself.....i just cant wait to be ungrounded. i find my eyes wonder tword other people now....i think of tristan, i like him alot...and i hope we become more than just good friends. i really would like to have something with him....i love his hair...i should ( Read more... )

i really like spending time with tristan, he is a really cool guy. plus i like the attention that he gives me. i just want to give him lots of hugs when i see him. anyway...im grounded for 28 more days and counting...i spent the night at tristans and got caught....yes...i got caught, i know what your thinking...holy hell! how did it happen...well ( Read more... )

today i just dont think that daniel really thinks about me that much...it just pisses me off that he connects with other people better than me and i just dont know what to think. i dont like to talk to him as much anymore because he os always talking about his friend jessica, he says he does not like her but i dont know when he says to me "yeah, ( Read more... )