People are strange, when you're a stranger
Faces look ugly when you're alone
People seem wicked, when you're unwanted
Streets are uneven, when you're down
--j.m.

i havent been able to breathe in my house lately. first, tension w/ my dad, which usually passes after about a week, but the grudge lives on. im really tense regarding college. it has been pretty weird to see my mom's reaction. i think she's starting to walk the plank with me now. i dont know. i havent applied to any colleges yet, compared to ( Read more... )

it's pretty early, but i couldn't go back to sleep. im ready for school (appeareance-wise, anyway). I think it's because I have so many things to anticipate today, YIG, mostly. On another note, I'm proud to report that my proposal to abolish affirmative action passed at our (GOV CLASS) national convention yesterday. & that I got through the ( Read more... )

Which Disney Princess Are You?
Jasmine
You're the girl who has everything but is still desperate for the thing she cannot have, love. Jasmine first wandered onto our screen in Aladdin (1992)

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i'm really devastated today. i just found out that i'm spring, not autumn.

Amazing. a week ago i was actually pretty forthcoming about the last (hopefully!) year in bhs. now that i'm here, it's really difficult to find a reason why i should get up for school in the morning. i hate it. suddenly we are robbed of lockers,(annual senior) privileges, &, above all, time. 6 minutes? wtf? the only thing that would appease ( Read more... )

it was just my mom & me. it was freezing in there! but church was cleansing today. my dad & his bestfriend went fishing pretty early. i didnt know until now. i never really know what's going on in the house until sunday. the fam catches me up on the previous week's episodes ( Read more... )

it's been an overwhelming period. it hasnt been uneventful, it's everything but. with every turn my eyes opens wider. i see people in, what they call paleolithic art, as twisted perspective. i now see the people in a descriptive light rather than surface light. i guess if there is anything i've learned recently it's that trust is something ( Read more... )

i was thinking of the things i dont like today & figured that it would be therapeutic if i made a list & maybe update it now & then ( Read more... )

i like long walks & cellphone movies.
& i wanna tie your wrist with leather.

actually, just come here & do me.