So, the relationship. I don't even know where to start or what to say (or not say). I wanted to write it all down so that I could have something to look back on later, but it just never quite worked out. You know when you really, really want to say something and then you sit down to commit it to paper and it just isn't there? It isn't expressable? ( Read more... )

I am in the craziest, most intense, complicated relationship right now. There are so many huge differences between us (wow, sometimes I'm stunned that we ever started speaking in the first place) and things that take this situation to a more difficult place ( Read more... )

I'm back from Texas and sick as a dog, which is unfortunate but was kind of expected. I've been putting out 60 hours a week and then driving time and it is all worth it because now I can enjoy myself in Canada! I leave thursday and will be back Sunday and then I will be free until I start classes ( Read more... )

Today was of the good. We ended up getting a small truck (which is of the bad and the good. Bad because we don't have enough product for a store opening, but good because we didn't get the stuff the other stores were missing) and I did the offload from the truck to the people on the ground with the coordinator. It was 95 degrees outside and about ( Read more... )

I am now in the reddest of the red states and it is a little over 100 degrees. Although, I will say that the humidity is far less than at home ( Read more... )

So I had a kind of shitty day (too much to do and not enough time, my foot is burning and swollen, crazy customers who were making things overly difficult, a 12 hr day, a broken atm that extended my day by an hour, annoying news etc) but as i was waiting for my manager to accompany me into the building, this most wonderful storm started. Being in ( Read more... )

I love summertime. I love how warm the nights are and the sense of activity at all hours of the day. I love the sun burning my back and the steam that rises off the pavement. i love it all. Well, except for the crazy 100 degree days ( Read more... )

My second ipod has bit the dust. SECOND. Currently it is frozen on the updating image and whirring. I think I blew another hard drive. The issue I have with this all is that I barely use the damn thing. I've used it maybe four times this month and hardly any the month before ( Read more... )

...in the form of David Duchovny. God, I love this song. So weird and stalkerish ( Read more... )

I remember ages ago reading j. mraz's journal and he wrote about something and how he hated the way that he loved it. Not that he hated his way of loving but that he hated the way he had started to need and love something as much as he did and, at this moment, I can so intensely feel that sentiment.