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I HATE MYSELF, I WANT TO CHANGE! I just don't know if I can. It might take something drastic.

Honestly, she's too good to me. We talk everyday. I love it. We have so many great conversations, but I feel so guilty because of this damned time difference. We always seem to have some of the most involved or active conversations on the nights when she most needs to sleep. I sometimes forget the time difference or how late it actually is ( Read more... )

Recently, a friend of mine was talking to me online and told me that she has become so broke, that she is starving because she can no longer afford to eat. This is a friend I've had since high school, and, even though we lost contact for a few years, the second we hung out again, it's like no time had passed, we were instantly like we had seen ( Read more... )

Love is most important in your life.

A high love concentration indicates that you want love in your life. It is very important to you and something that you strive to attain.


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Honestly, the connection is ridiculous. We have the same thoughts at the same time, even if we don't say it. She asked for a sign, and I said that sentence almost verbatim. This is to the point of being scary. We're waiting for the point of "too good to be true", because we can't believe it. Getting it all off of our chests felt good. We're ( Read more... )

So, there's some good news, and some bad. I've been talking online this past week with a girl I went to college with. While at college she was in a long term relationship, so I had thought "She's pretty cool and she's really cute. But she's off limits." We were friendly with each other whenever around each other and it was all good. Recently ( Read more... )

So on Thursday, I was the lighting designer the Belly Dancers' Convention. Yes, Vegas has conventions for everything. Melissa offered me the job just a little over a week before because she had to act as the stage manager for the show. But during the prep and load-in she was my electrician. (She wears many hats ( Read more... )

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I can't believe it, but I have a cold again. This is starting to put some credit into my theory that I am allergic to my Roommate's company. This is the third or fourth time I've had a cold in the past few months, I don't understand it ( Read more... )

In between hanging out and fixing my sister's computer....AGAIN!... I was trying to figure out my parents' church's annual festival. Last year they opened their new church, and had their annual summer festival for the first time there. Since this was the first time in the new church, they had to do things differently. They had their (residential ( Read more... )