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[thejimmys]

i cant stand things anymore. my lifes surrounded by clutter, my shelves are heaped with books, my desks with notes, half legible scribbles of thought, as though saving them will make me a genius. as though keeping them will spark a fleeting memory of insight, real insight. all these notes are what my lifes worth at this point, in anyone elses hands

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[crystal_ageha]

"half legible scribbles of thought, as though saving them will make me a genius. as though keeping them will spark a fleeting memory of insight, real insight

[thejimmys]

haha well now.. reading what i wrote in the quotation marks of another person just made it look totally badass haha. and yeah im pretty much back to normal, i just lost someone who i thought was a really close friend and it kinda shocked me. then i looked around and just realized somethings, nothing too big. mainly that i had left myself go and i was afraid too look in the mirror yknow? but well my good friends parting made me take a good long look at myself, especially since i have inschool right now haha, and im starting to realize who i am even more than i used to think i did.

oh and im posting a new poem soon, you should read it haha