You have me by the throat, you are my favourite vice. You are chalk bones that keep me standing, the tiny pins that pinch skin but don't draw blood.
You are the sweet force keeping me in line, a veil (that often tears and shows the burns and dreams I keep for show)
for sleep, my quiet side.
She does retire, and hibernate.

And you do not try, but you ( Read more... )

THE DAILY FUNNY...


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Now everything is clear
I erase the fear
I can disappear
(please) I don't ever want to make it stop.

Please just let me be someone else.

Please.

I'm back from the dead/land without Internet/working 7 days a week/moving house.

This means I actually have a little bit of free time (OH MY GOD, WHAT IS THAT???) so I decided to spend it wisely and report back here. Yes, wisely. Wisely. I'm much happier than I was at the time of the last entry. The mistakes I referred to have mostly been fixed. The ( Read more... )

I've made so many mistakes lately. I'm afraid that I'll keep fucking up and drive myself in deeper. I want everything to go back to the way it was two months ago. I'm having trouble coping.

I try to just block things out because they're too painful to think of, but they just come back. It's really consuming and I haven't been this upset in ages.

I ( Read more... )

This post took far too long to... post.

I'm very sorry that this will mainly be picwhoring. I'm at Netlan with a lack of money and time.

I went to Melbourne a couple of weeks ago. I saw Nine Inch Nails. Twice. I had the time of my life, and I wish I could go back there. I took a shitload of photos, unfortunately my camera decided to wipe most of ( Read more... )

Check it out, yo.

( Cut, because it pisses off friends pages. )

If you are reading this, tell me one thing you like about yourself. It will cheer you up, and I'd like to see the good traits that you recognise in yourselves. It doesn't have to be something big. It can be physical or emotional. I'll get you started -

My ability to pull myself together after things are going badly.
My right ear because it sticks out ( Read more... )

What a change from my last entry! Life gave me a swift kick to the cunt, told me to get up and stop being a sad panda, then handed me a nice plate of delicious goods. Delicious METAPHORICAL goods.

Last weekend was my birthday. I turned 20. Thankyou everyone who sent me birthday cheer or just joined me for a chat/dance/hug in the city. YOU are what ( Read more... )