Nicki and David...

[thejoker137]

I know you're probably really confused as to why all this is happening. Well...this is the best explanation I can give you. While I was at my dads' house I realized a whole lot...not just about the situation but about myself. This whole situation has been made into like a "blame game"...and everyone was so anxious and ready to blame Meredith.

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[duffman1004]

well at least now i have a f'ing explination. that raelly pissed me off that you just cut me off without saying anything, lol. but alas, the explination i don't buy. look you mead a decision and i'm gonna try to deal with it in a Christian matter. but i would like to say that its bullshit to get mad at us for not knowing something you didn't even know. its bullshit to get mad at me for blaming meredith and not you when you blamed meredith too. thats called being hypocrytical. so think before you call me or nicki hypocrtyes.

[duffman1004]

P.S. we didn't do anything but try to help you. we thought meredith was the enemy and know i can see that she's not. but you know you could have just told us that you were being immature instead of not being our friends anymore. we didn't do anything to you but be friends.

Grow up...FRIEND!

[thejoker137]

A.) You didn't deserve an explanation...but I'm so generously giving you one anyways...how about figuring things out for yourself for once? I changed the things about myself...now let's put YOU under the microscope. I was trying to be like...the bigger person by not lashing out immediately (like some people I know) so I had to take my time and figure out how I was going to explain it to you...but I still dont think you deserved one regardless

Re: Grow up...FRIEND!

[blackkitty2007]

maybe that's it, we NEVER told you how to act..

we simply loved you.. for being exactly who YOU are..
the immature little hypocrite God made you..
we thought you loved us the same..

no apology is owed.. we did nothing but protect you..

but i'll give you an apology

I AM SORRY FOR CARING ABOUT YOU!
SORRY FOR LOVING YOU
AND TRYING TO END YOUR PAIN
SORRY FOR HOLDING YOU
WHEN YOU CRIED ON MY SHOULDER
I'M SORRY FOR BEING YOUR FRIEND

[blackkitty2007]

i don't owe her an explanation..

YOU said she was the problem, i NEVER said she was a bad person..
i even told you and everyone else that, i know she cant be a bad person, i've heard you talk WONDERFUL about her..

but i owe HER NO apology,
if i owe her one, she owes me just as much, she assumed i was wrong in trying to protect you.. its the same kind of misleading thing..

i did nothing but try to help you from what you showed was the cause of pain, i give no apologies for being protective...

[thejoker137]

Oh Nicki,...Oh Nicki...

1.) She didn't ask for an explantion...she asked for an apology.
a.) I never said she was "a problem"...I just THOUGHT that she was the reason for my pain. I was trying to explain that my thoughts have CHANGED.
2.) She owes you NOTHING!
3.) She never assumed that it was wrong to try and protect me.
4.) I didn't need any "protecting" from Meredith...no matter if you THINK that I asked for that.
5.) I wasn't asking you to apologize for being protective..but for being wrong in who you were accusing as my cause of pain. I've apologized to her already...because I accused her as well. I don't think it's too much to ask that you do the same.

Your stubborness saddens me.

...By the way, if you want to know an important difference between Meredith and you guys is that all of these words are what I believe. Meredith isn't MAKING me say these things...you guys DID try and make me stop being friends with her. Think about it. It's not the same misleading thing.

[blackkitty2007]

whatever.. here's your apology..
sorry for caring, Bess...
sorry for wanting your sadness to go away,
sorry to want to see you smile...
sorry we took your word, and trusted that it was her, causing your pain
we love you.. sorry to see you go..
your loss

BYE!

[mcgoogleeyes]

no yours