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Ordinary life is pretty complex stuff.
I've said it before ... "I'm quitting smoking cigarettes." This time I'm for real, and over it. Things have been alright, paranoia creeps in heavier due to this decision but I'll live... being cigg free will probably make me happier in the long run of things, so eh, ill take this paranoia and weird feeling for a minute. I know no-one ever reads, ( Read more... ) -
Reincarnation.
Text, so inhuman, inhumane, words so carelessly strung together, seven of nine i once heard the old catapiller shout from atop his soap box in the lecture hall, its like we've all become seven of nine.... ipod, iphone, i-dont-want-to-deal-with-the-real-world-so-i-shut-it-out-with-this-trendy-fruit logo-and clean, sanitized, dehumanized exterior, ( Read more... ) -
Last night i dreamt that somebody loved me.
First entry in a while
... I feel like Joel in Eternal Sunshine ...
... Pages riped out, don't remember doing this.....
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I've been dying to get back into playing/recording music.
I need to quit working so much, it drains me of any inspiration so hard.
I wish i could go to school, play guitar, and go to freedom towne.
I've been looking into the Naropa University in Boulder Colorado.
It seems like a good fit for me...
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monday wednessday friday one to two PM with Mark P. Drost. -
yellow/red
Its been an awfully long time since this thing has been updated.
i recently... two months ago moved out of my house and into 119 west hickory e-roc (the armpit of the world).
{I hate winter so much, this shitty cold weather always puts me in such a shitty mind set.}
I have been wondering around these past few months hazey as hell.
Sometimes i wonder ( Read more... ) -
disrespect.
I am extreemely angry right now, i havent really felt a need to update this thing in a real long time, but sometimes people just piss me off. First of all, im dating courtney, and i have been dating her for a while, but lately things, for a lack of better words, been going down the tubes for odd reasons. Today i woke up in a sour mood to begin with ( Read more... ) -
Nothing can be created or destroyed.
So lets see, I havent updated this thing in quite a while now. Alot has changed in this past month that i havent updated about; Currently im listening to the Garden State sound track, which brings me back to two summers ago. A time when i had no idea what Garden State was. I just think of how much i have changed, how much time changes me, and ( Read more... ) -
who do i trust? me! thats who.
It seems like as i grow older, i learn that people are all pretty much the same. You really cant trust anyone in this world, with what you have to say, or what you try to keep in cofidence with them. It always seems like someone fucks you over someway, somehhow, someday. I watched Scarface today, and it just reminds me of how people can fuck you ( Read more... )
