Ok, I have a little challange for you guys: I want you to describe me in ONE word(I'll allow up to like, a few more, but really try for one!). Well, I'll leave you guys with this challange. Bye now.

I just want to tell all of you that me and Des made up. I am no longer sad and depressed anymore. We made a pact with each other that we'd be there for each other, no matter what. So, we are good. I just wanna thank ALL of my friends who were there for me. You guys freakin rock! I consider you guys my family. So, I just wanna apologize to ( Read more... )

Disregard my last fucking post.

I've just had the most enlightened experience. I was, of course, thinking about her, and I had an epiphany: I have been really immature and depressed over this. Thats not good, for me or for anybody else around me. Although I'm sad that its over, we're still friends and we can still hang out, which is great. The only thing that matters to me ( Read more... )

I feel so incomplete. I went to a show sat. night with her and a couple of friends, and I wanted to hold her in my arms so bad again. Whenever I see her at school, I have do everything in my power to not kiss her or hold her. It just kills me inside. I seem to always have to hold back tears nowadays. At nights, I let them loose, but during the ( Read more... )

Well, ok, in my last entry, it may have sounded as though there was no reason for our break. There was, her family wants to move back to CA. Yeah, so this whole thing sucks for both of us. It's killing me inside because I've been moping around this week, and it just made her even more distant, and thats the last thing I want to do. I also may ( Read more... )

Does anyone know how to mend a broken heart? I don't think I've ever been so depressed in my life. I am getting so sick and tired of giving girls my heart, and have them just throw it down and stomp on it. I know it's not her fault, but it still REALLY hurts. I can't even write what 'm feeling, because the sadness and depression is sooo much. ( Read more... )

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Yeah, I'm home sick. blah. ugh....sexual frustration is great.lol j/k. I am so tired today jeez. Today, we got have a break in Drama, so no singing, it was great. We just talked about "stuff".lol. Anyways, I'm gonna go for now, so I'll talk to you guys later.