So i realized how much i hate writing by hand again and that if i can when i do a devotional i am going to type my response out. Not that i think people are going to want to read it but because i would just like to type it somewhere and if someone does want to hear what i am learning i can just direct them here. But i digress....Todays devotional ( Read more... )

So im starting to know what JD from Scrubs feels like. He has this thing where every relationship he has he sabotages. One way or another he finds something wrong with it or does something to cause it to not work out. Last night i made one of such blunders. I don't know whether or not things will blow over or if i screwed to pooch on this one ( Read more... )

So today was pretty much the worese day ive had since i can remember, alot of stuff went all sorts of wrong and i got really frustrated with alot of stuff that i shouldnt have. Well i got up and went to church, had to pick my friend Ross up to go and by the time i did that we missed the whole thing. went to the picnic after and theny had to leave ( Read more... )

well once again the scripture that i real about today applied to what is going on in my life. I talked about how giving and pouring yourself out to people is way more satisfying than recieving. So today i did something from my heart to Jackie and i really dont know how she felt about it. So i came in to see her at work and i brought her some ( Read more... )

So todays quiet time was about more stuff like the day before. one verse did stand out to me however. Their was a verse that talked about these guys that were casting out demons inside people in the name of Jesus Christ but werent Christian people. The demon basically called them out on it and with the body that he was using beat the men until ( Read more... )

so tonight i kinda cut my reading a little short because im really tired and have class in the morning. This passgage was about Paul and the power of faith. They were arrested and put into jail for what they were doing. They sang hymns and proclaimed their faith and the prison walls cracked and broke apart. Shows you the power that faith can

So what i read today was kinda cool, it involved Paul and Barnabas and their journey together sperading the word of Christ. They were mocked, plotted against and paul was even stoned to death....or so they thought. Paul wasnt atually dead when they dragged him out of the town and he continued his ministy to the Lord. This basically reassured ( Read more... )

Well its been a really long time since i posted last which isnt really a good thing. Ive decided to level with myself and come clean with all the stuff thats been going on in my life. This is most likely gonna be a long entry but i need to start being true to myself and venting somehow. I think im finally starting to bring stuff together in my ( Read more... )

so i did some thinging tonight at work. I watched the movie Donnie Darko again which just saying that much i think involves thinking. I sit and think if i fear that i will die alone. At time i do feel like their isnt a match for me. The girl from math played me for a fool so that didnt happen and i honestly am wondering if Mrs. right exists. ( Read more... )

so today was kind of a wake up call. yesterday we had a Bible study on sexual purity. which i mean i had hear the talks before but they never really hit me that hard. They gave me this book and at work yesterday i decided to pick it up and start reading it. it described all of the symptom of a sex adict and how your upbringing can bring about ( Read more... )