Not Another Day...

[thejustinator]

Greg is going away today to tomorrow and didnt tell me. I'm crying. I dont like suprises like this. Especially not on weekends, when i miss him most, and especially not this weekend, so close to Nagano. I really dont like being suprised that he'll be farther away from me for more time

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[darkbladedancer]

Eventually, yes. The problem lies in the eventually part. I'm really sorry about not telling you about Hokkaido, I thought I had, I guess I hadn't made it clear, and for that I'm sorry. I know this wasn't good for you, especially not at this time. Don't worry too much though, I'll be back in a month with a life-preserver and some better cards. I know it's hard when even I'm 'shit to deal with' but think of it this way, me going to Nagano is the last of the real shit you have to deal with, after that, it's all downhill, I'm halfway done (by official count) on wednesday, and I'm coming to see you shortly after that. You know I'll try not to make me going to Nagano 'shit to deal with', but there's only so much I can do, I can't not do this practicum, and so far, it sounds like this one will be easiest for both of us.

[thejustinator]

yeah eventually. but the reality is now i'm facing a month where you are farther away from me than before. Where we cant have the same contact thats been keeping me together. You already know it doesnt work always to look to the future. In 30 days you will be back. but I still have to face those 30 days. I still have to live each one, experience each one, be lonely and sad and upset that youre gone.