I defenitly got trashed the other night and started dancing with a Beanie Baby on my head. Jess threw it at me after it fell off of me...and I tried to convince her that she should be throwing the printer instead because people collect Beanie Babies and not printers.


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I am overwhelmed with work...I cant even fucking think straight let alone get any of this shit done...

I might just drop some courses...

Today my uncle called me, Im guessing he got my number from my Mom. It was a nice phonecall but everytime I speak to him I just think of my Dad.....

It still boggles my mind... like I cant actually get it to fit.

Got smashed last night and realized that I am defenitly not emoitonally stable enough to be drinking like a mofo.

right eyebrow cutting

I just don't get it...

I came to the conclusion tonight that everyone who is male and gay is fucking retarded.

So today was Dad's funeral. Its was extremely intense...but I guess it was something I needed.

No...I know it was something I needed.

I can't really expand on it anymore than that...cuz Im still kind of in shock...

Thanks for being around guys.

So today was tough...but I was glad that I had the people I needed near me, at least the ones who could make it in thier control.

and at that point, life, got, fucked