not doin so well. nothing's really working out. i'm trying really hard. but that's never enough.

freaking out from too much work.
can't get started reading shah-namecan't get a response from orion correlation group about draft ( Read more... )

I'm not the most compassionate soul at times, but thanks to everyone who showed up tonight. It's funny how you can finally see your friends when you're going to leave them. Some of those who visited were people that I thought didn't like me at all! But I guess I have to be more optimistic ( Read more... )

Going away Party for Rachael and I

Thursday, August 21st at 1182 Gravel Pike, Hereford, PA.

7pm

Bring Your Own Anything

Show up and stay late!

I just read practically the entire journal of one of my once-closest friends. I'm sure he doesn't know I did it, and I'm definitely not going to bring it up. It's maddeningly wonderful to hear how well he's doing. There was a time when we'd spend nights drinking and smoking opium only to have nowhere to crash, for our own homes seemed too ( Read more... )

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VPS.net is no more. Choke on it.

yummy stew: eric whats up ( Read more... )

Nine Inch Nails - The Downward Spiral: Track 5.

as of tonight, i'm deleting this journal. farewell.