Still looking for a job and yet theres no motivation to do so. As bad as it sounds, I wish it could just be handed over to me. Yeah, don't we all
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I've been without internet and a house phone and the computer will not allow me to check my profile on myspace. I miss you, too! Alot more than you may think. I always think about you and Mallory and Liz. My tummy is great! Right now I'm 5 months and some od days/week or so. Its a ! Shes due in later January... the 22nd to be exact. Riley James Stevenson-Dimeo. Heh :) And yes like a boys name. I'm excited.
So where are you now? Starting school in the colunary arts or what? Pursuing your destined dream.... I hope. ♥ I have no numbers and I'm sharing a cell with my mom. (619) 446-9255
long time no hear
anonymous
July 26 2005, 00:27:44 UTC
got phone bill saw that i called you at like 3:00 in the morning you know me blackout sorry i dont remember so it never happened right just thought i would drop a line love you Shea
Re: long time no hearthekidinmeSeptember 9 2005, 19:48:42 UTC
Yeah, it was more like 4:30 am and told my mom I was a bitch and that you hated us all. My go on it... I don't need this . And thats pretty much it. A bit ridiulous if you ask me. I'd say something along the lines, "if its that bad, lay off the booze". A person can only take so much, especially when they've done nothing wrong. Nothing wrong at all......
Re: long time no hear
anonymous
September 22 2005, 04:07:20 UTC
how do i begin. well, first off the booze is hopefully a thing of the past. i made alot of bad decisions and foolish mistakes. as well as hurting alot of really great friends. the best friends i have ever had. i must admit something i never told anybody, not even you. moving here was for that purpose and that purpose only. not the hurting people or the greatest friends part, but the partying, the thing i never had growing up. it seriously got out of hand. you were the first mistake, sexually i mean. i can't help but feel i took advantage of you and your age. no, i am not a pervert. i guess i just felt it was part of what i missed. i don't regret one moment of having known you other than hurting you. the second mistake and ultimately the worst. Vidya...? i never even loved her, i just thought i did for some odd reason. i think you must of played a part in that she in someway reminded me of you. what i did to jimmy is unforgivable. god knows i can't forgive my self. the only thing i did right in that situation was telling jimmy, even
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o.k. maybe i am being annoying but i don't know anybody here yet and i am becoming very bored. i hope you get my apology and find it in your heart to forgive me. things are going good. i can't even drink anymore. i tried the other day and it did'nt even taste good. i can't even finish a whole 40 anymore. no weed either. jogging is starting to be a passion. it's fun at 6:00 a.m. in the morning. i'm just waiting for a drive by egging like me and my buddies used to do back in the day. i truly do miss talking to you. i still can't believe i let alchohol take control of me like that. i seriously got sick and went through withdrawls. i just need to go to a show and get all my aggression out. that is a much needed activity. hey, maybe it'll be a straight edge show. pray for me.
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I miss you, too! Alot more than you may think. I always think about you and Mallory and Liz.
My tummy is great! Right now I'm 5 months and some od days/week or so. Its a ! Shes due in later January... the 22nd to be exact. Riley James Stevenson-Dimeo. Heh :) And yes like a boys name. I'm excited.
So where are you now?
Starting school in the colunary arts or what? Pursuing your destined dream.... I hope.
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I have no numbers and I'm sharing a cell with my mom.
(619) 446-9255
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My go on it... I don't need this . And thats pretty much it.
A bit ridiulous if you ask me. I'd say something along the lines, "if its that bad, lay off the booze". A person can only take so much, especially when they've done nothing wrong. Nothing wrong at all......
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