OK so apperntly me being not ok with her doing stuff with others was a problem with me but her not being ok with doing stuff with others is a sign we werent in a secure realtionship. Thats a fucking one way road and I get really fucking pissed when i am being held to a different standard then my partner. Oh you want to only be shown off by others that should be ok. FUCK YOU. If you want it to go one way it needed to go both ways. I am sorry that you felt I couldnt be trusted but if you were treating me like I was going to run off with everyone else then maybe if I am told this enough then I will do it. And it was always your free to do what ever your intrested in. But heaven forbid I deside to say i want to do something you werent intrested in becuase then it was always doing only what i wanted to do. Sabbat was ok but doing the beat down No we could never do that. fuck rant fuck. i was doing ok before this but now not so sure at all.