today i was further reminded that i have no idea of what to do with my life. and yet again it was confirmed when i remember stupid Kevin saying "YOU DON"T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE????" like everyone else on earth knows and i'm this strange leper who should be outcasted. you know what, Kevin? we're leaving in like 10 minutes, you ( Read more... )

i finally figured out what i am to you:

dispensible.

everything is just slowly falling apart ( Read more... )

you know it's really a great summer when you back your car into a bright yellow pole while delivering food to poor people. the pole breaks your taillight and dent the side of the car, all while leaving a giant yellow G. which is why my poor little blue escape is now christened the "Ghettomobile". and now i am officially poor, due to the fact ( Read more... )

I'm looking for love this time ( Read more... )

my mother and i just got hoome from dinner and i flicked on the TV to this show called Brat Camp. Let me just say, whoa. I turned to my mother and said, thank you for not sending me there ( Read more... )

i'll see everyone in a month! goodbye ( Read more... )

where are you dana fricking halse?????????????????????????

welcome back a few days late kirsten...... i hop eyou had fun where ever you went. and by the way, where was that????

so it has been decided that being sixteen is really no different than being fifteen. except i can drive places by myself, legally of course ( Read more... )

you make me feel ugly.
you make me feel stupid.
you make me feel unwanted.
you make me feel undeserving, untalented, incompetent, and fat.

all the while, i call you my friend. why do i let you make me feel this way?

why can't you see me as a person and not an object to be tossed around.