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Okay.. this is super long... Read it if you will... It might make you smile :-) Emphasis on might.. lol
hmm... where to start? I have no idea... perhaps the beginning...
The Beginning:
I had had my eye on this beautiful goth boy since my freshmen year, but knew that would never happen. I had no real feelings for him, he was just so... beautiful. We had started to become friends during the summer after my frosh year. Once school started, the beautiful one and I still talked... we had french class together and it was wonderful seeing him there. He had written a poem for me when I was down one day.. it too was beautiful.
Now... my best friend had liked this guy from a different school than ours for years and years... things finally started to look her way. We had been going to football games together to meet up with him and his friends. I'd go as her moral support. One monday, she said "Sam... you're going to the football game with me on Friday" and as usual.. I just agreed because I would have gone anyway, despite my lack of school pride. It just so happened that when Friday rolled around, the beautiful goth boy invited me to go to the movies with him and a group of our friends. I was in a stitch all right... I had to choose between my best friend and a gorgeous goth. It was hard to say no, but I did... I went to the football game with my best friend... no way was I going to bail on her.
We got to the JV game and just hung out with some of our upper class friends. The boys were due to arrive during the Varsity game. I was kind of miserable because I turned down the beautiful boy to hang out with a bunch of preppy people that I didn't really like very much, so I took out my agression by being extremely sarcastic. Luckily, they couldnt tell I was pouting and just thought I had the funniest sense of humor ever. Eventually, the boys came, and the guy my best friend liked was there. She was so happy, and I was so happy for her. Sadly, the guy she liked and all of his friends were little rapper wannabes and I just couldnt stand them!!!! I kept coming and going to hang out with my friend, Zagg... he held me most of the night because it was cold and I like to cuddle. Zagg and I are nothing more than friends, mind you. lol As always, though... Zagg had to leave at 8pm because of his strict parents. So i was left there to freeze my tush off for the rest of the game... or was I?
At about 9 o'clock... with a little over an hour left in the game.. I was shivering and complaining to my best friend that I was cold. I said something like "Damn Zagg! I wish he didn't have to go! He made a good pillow!!!" Then one of the guys that hali's crush brought with him said, "Well.. I make a good pillow..." I responded with "Well I wouldnt know that, now would I?" and he just opened up his arms and gestured for me to come sit with him. So I cuddled up with him... and we stayed like that for the rest of the night. I actually fell asleep in his arms. His embrace was so warm and loving... I'd never felt safer with someone ever before. After the game we just kind of talked while we walked around my school. He carried me to mine and my best friend's locker. He picked me up when he'd hug me.. and he held my hand as he and the rest of the guys walked us home.
Somehow, I happened to have his s/n on AIM so I read his subprofile the next morning. He didnt recognize my s/n when he checked to see who had viewed his subpro, so he IMed me asking who it was. We talked for a little bit after than and then he asked to see me again that night... and again the next friday... and he asked me to be his g/f that saturday evening... I could have cried when he asked me that... I'd never wanted anything more than that... I said "yes".
Closure:
It's been a week or so more that 10 months since that day... we're still together and going strong. I've never said I love you to any guy but him... and he's the only one I ever want to say it to. I spent all of today with him and I'm still just as beguiled by his eyes as I was the night I fell in love with him. He's still the one who makes me smile and brings the light of sunshine into my heart when I hear his voice. Jeremy is truly everything to me... and I'm so glad I did the right thing by sticking by my friends... It was by far the best choice... even if I didnt end up with Jeremy in the end. But I did!! and boy am I not complaining.. lol and now.... I'm going to close this puppy off with pix... I hope you enjoyed my story, guys...
My Jeremy... I love him to pieces!! I took this pic in my room one night
Senior Pic
Beautiful Goth Boy:
We're so much better off as friends.. lol
Most recent pic i've taken of Jeremy... we had fun taking these
and then the two of us are in my icon... It's a horrible pic of me... but oh well.. he's in it which makes it all better.. lol
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hmm... where to start? I have no idea... perhaps the beginning...
The Beginning:
I had had my eye on this beautiful goth boy since my freshmen year, but knew that would never happen. I had no real feelings for him, he was just so... beautiful. We had started to become friends during the summer after my frosh year. Once school started, the beautiful one and I still talked... we had french class together and it was wonderful seeing him there. He had written a poem for me when I was down one day.. it too was beautiful.
Now... my best friend had liked this guy from a different school than ours for years and years... things finally started to look her way. We had been going to football games together to meet up with him and his friends. I'd go as her moral support. One monday, she said "Sam... you're going to the football game with me on Friday" and as usual.. I just agreed because I would have gone anyway, despite my lack of school pride. It just so happened that when Friday rolled around, the beautiful goth boy invited me to go to the movies with him and a group of our friends. I was in a stitch all right... I had to choose between my best friend and a gorgeous goth. It was hard to say no, but I did... I went to the football game with my best friend... no way was I going to bail on her.
We got to the JV game and just hung out with some of our upper class friends. The boys were due to arrive during the Varsity game. I was kind of miserable because I turned down the beautiful boy to hang out with a bunch of preppy people that I didn't really like very much, so I took out my agression by being extremely sarcastic. Luckily, they couldnt tell I was pouting and just thought I had the funniest sense of humor ever. Eventually, the boys came, and the guy my best friend liked was there. She was so happy, and I was so happy for her. Sadly, the guy she liked and all of his friends were little rapper wannabes and I just couldnt stand them!!!! I kept coming and going to hang out with my friend, Zagg... he held me most of the night because it was cold and I like to cuddle. Zagg and I are nothing more than friends, mind you. lol As always, though... Zagg had to leave at 8pm because of his strict parents. So i was left there to freeze my tush off for the rest of the game... or was I?
At about 9 o'clock... with a little over an hour left in the game.. I was shivering and complaining to my best friend that I was cold. I said something like "Damn Zagg! I wish he didn't have to go! He made a good pillow!!!" Then one of the guys that hali's crush brought with him said, "Well.. I make a good pillow..." I responded with "Well I wouldnt know that, now would I?" and he just opened up his arms and gestured for me to come sit with him. So I cuddled up with him... and we stayed like that for the rest of the night. I actually fell asleep in his arms. His embrace was so warm and loving... I'd never felt safer with someone ever before. After the game we just kind of talked while we walked around my school. He carried me to mine and my best friend's locker. He picked me up when he'd hug me.. and he held my hand as he and the rest of the guys walked us home.
Somehow, I happened to have his s/n on AIM so I read his subprofile the next morning. He didnt recognize my s/n when he checked to see who had viewed his subpro, so he IMed me asking who it was. We talked for a little bit after than and then he asked to see me again that night... and again the next friday... and he asked me to be his g/f that saturday evening... I could have cried when he asked me that... I'd never wanted anything more than that... I said "yes".
Closure:
It's been a week or so more that 10 months since that day... we're still together and going strong. I've never said I love you to any guy but him... and he's the only one I ever want to say it to. I spent all of today with him and I'm still just as beguiled by his eyes as I was the night I fell in love with him. He's still the one who makes me smile and brings the light of sunshine into my heart when I hear his voice. Jeremy is truly everything to me... and I'm so glad I did the right thing by sticking by my friends... It was by far the best choice... even if I didnt end up with Jeremy in the end. But I did!! and boy am I not complaining.. lol and now.... I'm going to close this puppy off with pix... I hope you enjoyed my story, guys...
My Jeremy... I love him to pieces!! I took this pic in my room one night
Senior Pic
Beautiful Goth Boy:
We're so much better off as friends.. lol
Most recent pic i've taken of Jeremy... we had fun taking these
and then the two of us are in my icon... It's a horrible pic of me... but oh well.. he's in it which makes it all better.. lol
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