i'd hit stop. i'd playback, i'd rewind. i'd watch the past play over and over. with the sorrowful melody i sing as my lullaby. i would serenade myself into a subdued surrender. succombing to our memories. i'd watch as i smiled, as you laughed, and as we cried. i'd hit stop. i'd playback, i'd rewind. i'd watch my favourite scenes of you and me ( Read more... )

we all deserve acknowledgement. here is yours ( Read more... )

boo. smoke you. your mama too. and your daddy.

hello there pigeon heads. i am currently in history enjoying writing myself an essay.
(p.s. bianca is nexty to me. she is proof reading my sentances)

i shall be back.

Screw you
I didn't like your taste anyway
I chose you
That's all go to waste it
It's Saturday
I'll go out and find another you

Flames of turquoise, emerald and red fill them as they watch you dance. Relaxed in subdued thoughts of you. Opening their hearts, you caress their souls. Enraged with jealousy, I find myself believing you are it. You are what they all want. They look at you, they watch you…they want you. I stand in corners of dark spaces, waiting for them to watch ( Read more... )

got me looking so crazy my baby
i'm not myself lately
i'm foolish i don't do this
i've been playing myself
baby i don't care
cuz your love got the best of me
and baby you're making a fool of me
you got me sprung and i don't care who sees
cuz baby you got me so crazy

( boy tha music makes me lose control )

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?

my weekend:
saturday: went to city. saw loverly twin vicki :) and andruw. ate food. walked around. talked. bitched. semi shopped. and yeiis that's bout it.
sunday: NOTHING :)

my weekend was amazing.

you will never realise what you lost. letting go doesnt seem so hard. until it is all over. you turn around and find, you have let go of everything you loved. you realise, you miss, but you still don't know. unknowing of the past, you will wonder why you are so alone. i know why. you were nieve, thought love would last you. but you seemed to have ( Read more... )

In your hollow heart, you gently wisp me away. You tell me what I long to hear. You show me what I yearn to see. You told me you felt love. You told me you did love. You lied, you dishonest and deceitful little bitch. How I trusted you, I will never know. You told me things you ran and told the next girl. You are a coward. You protect yourself with ( Read more... )