Fuck! The most frustrating thing in the world right now is that I can feel myself getting sucked down into this vacuum blackhole of boringness. I had a job interview at UPenn last week to be an administrative assistant in the Cancer Research Building, which I actually think is really cool from far away. But for two hours I felt like no one was ( Read more... )

How do I say this? I just want to be a poet.

"If you can't break it, it looses any chance of possibility!" - Gregory Solomon, Arthur Miller's The Price

CURSE THE NIGHT! 5 hour sneak attack nap means I am up for a long, long, time. Trying to trick oneself into sleep is like seeing if you can make yourself forget what day it is, or arm wrestling oneself ( Read more... )

God DAMMIT! I am sitting next to a few things. 1.) A flyer I made for my first ever all lady drum clinic (happening tommorrow) that I at both times feel excited and underprepared for. No matter how much planning, how could I ever be prepared to talk about the thing I am most passionate about - women-identifying people making the sickest beats - ( Read more... )

So, let's talk about some things. Like resolutions. I am completely in Christmas denial and have gone straight to January 1st. Screw the 4 day weekend the holiday entails for us 9-5ers, fuck shopping, get your tree out of my face, take your figgy pudding and pack it up with the boxes of sparkly pine needle crap that is annoying to put up and ( Read more... )

GIRLS ROCK PHILLY BENEFIT!

Went GREAT!

And tonight i watched riot grrl documentaries and my mind is going 200 beats per minute! (heh heh)

We're about to reach critical mass.

BEAT! beat! drums!-Blow! bugles! blow ( Read more... )

The last six weeks I haven't felt connected or present with much of what has been happening around me. The days have been drolling on in marching routine, and I know this is because I haven't found my niche here yet. And until I am proved wrong, it's because my niche doesn't exist. I want to put on shows and record music with other people with ( Read more... )

The month is new again! This is great news. That was a rough October, phew, glad that's over with. Working 1 million hours for a bunch of weeks in a row WHILE reading Post Office is enough to turn anyone into a Grade-A a-hole, I think. Shake it off ( Read more... )