every so often, and more often than I should, I go on a rampage throughout the apartment to gather all the loose silver change that might be lying around. Why? you ask. The hot cocoa machine, I answer. Whenever steven comes home, his loose change is deposited in a little ashtray I once designated the loose change graveyard. So about once every two ( Read more... )

so this makes for the most I've written here in MONTHS. but I don't care. I've been rebitten by the blogging bug. or something. I saw the Hours tonight. Steven's inital reaction was "why can't everyone be happy?" and while I do agree with him on that point, I couldn't accept it. I feel that a certain amount of painful and depressing reflection ( Read more... )

so, yesterday our bed finally arrived. Yes, I had been sleeping on the twin bed that is now our couch and he was sleeping on the floor. It's huge, pillowtopped and glorious. however, in my excitement to get the packaging off, I knifed through the netting on the bottom of the bedspring. It went like this- "cutting noises," "oh, shit." "what?" " ( Read more... )

I went the whole day without really talking to anyone today. I went about my business- pharmacyandlunchandhome again, and right before I fell asleep I realized that today was (that I remember) my first silent day in a very long time. There's always been someone: family, friends, steven. Today there was no one. This isn't out of loneliness, ( Read more... )

I'm graduating in 98 days.

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wow.

if you scroll down to the very bottom of this page, you'll read stuff from a YEAR AND A HALF ago!
I guess I don't very much these days.

kinda lonely kinda tired
but really happy
cause I'm done here and wired!

Hot damn ( Read more... )

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