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[lottawolf]

I'm a captain, not a saint.

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[snakehalf]

You do not feel ashamed?

[lottawolf]

Nope!

Mostly I feel...hungry. Wanna go demolish my study snacks?

[snakehalf]

I was doing the song! "I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed"? But, yes, snacks would be good.

[lottawolf]

Meredith Brooks! That's a good karaoke song. If the dance didn't have a dance we should've totally done a karaoke thing. Everyone who knows what they're doing gets a handicap! Like. Um. I dunno, only songs you don't know, or only songs in a language you don't speak. I could kill some anime intros anyway, that'd be so fun.

[very_valentina]

[Val wasn't paying attention.] What?

[lottawolf]

Your hair's so pretty, Val. It's like...shiny. Do people ask before they touch it? I hope people ask before they touch it. I bet people wanna touch it like all the time.

[very_valentina]

[Val giggles.] I don't remember. I don't think anyone has ever asked.

[lottawolf]

Hell yeah, I love being first. Can I touch your hair? Please? Pretty please? Pretty, pretty, pretty please? *Lottie giggles too, enough that the very end of that was hard to get out because she's just laughing at how shes laughing.*

[bigbrotherflint]

Cool. [He offers her a bag of crisps. Aiden doesn't get high but he's used to people who are high.*]

[lottawolf]

You're my favorite cousin! *She leans on him to eat her crisps.* You're all my favorite cousins, you all get number one. Right now you're number one plus, though. Number one with a gold star! Number one with a bullet. You remember that song? That's old as hell. You ever think how some day our songs are gonna be old people songs and then some young people are gonna be all like, oh, I listen to vintage Lunar Howl, their old stuff's the best stuff.

[bigbrotherflint]

[He laughs. He takes a crisp and pops it i. His mouth ] I haven't thought about that. That's so weird. I mean, it sounds cool. But fucking weird.

[lottawolf]

Right? We have these whole futures and stuff and there's a bunch of people in that future that like, they're gonna be our fans. And that's so weird cause we'll have a relationship but it's not a real relationship but it is. But it's not. But it is, though. Isn't that wild? That's wild. *Probably the silliest thing about Lottie high is that she's not that far off from Lottie sober.*

[thenextbigdeal]

I'm a captain and a saint. [She smoothes out her shirt. Oops, she's wearing pajama bottoms. Oh well ]

[lottawolf]

Saint Sylvie! I'd sing you a hymn but I don't actually know any? Like, I could play one but I dunno the words. And we don't have an organ. We should have an organ, why doesn't a castle have an organ? Why do we gotta DIY everything around here? It'll probably take ages for me to find an organ guy.

[thenextbigdeal]

Do you have an organ at home? [She's looking through her bag. Oooh, score! I have chocolate. Fancy chocolate that Jax sent me.

[lottawolf]

Nah, you've seen our place, we don't have room. You gotta have, you gotta invest in acoustics. For a real pipe organ, anyway. I could probably fit a Hammond organ somewhere, maybe to do like a real, bluesy historical jazz band thing. I got a sax man with Alfie already but we're gonna need another drummer... *She has no idea how long she spends thinking about the logistics of starting a jazz organ trio before she talks again.* Wait, you have boyfriend chocolate?

[afuturehealer]

I do not think anyone is judging you. [He's never smoked. He won't admit he's curious, but she looks like she's having fun.]

[lottawolf]

People are always judging me about everything ever buuuut I don't think they know I'm high. Do you think they know? They probably don't know. It's cool. It's fine.

[afuturehealer]

I do not think they know. [He's not sure about that but it'll make her feel better.]

[lottawolf]

Okay, good! Good, good. *There was something about Stefan she was supposed to remember. Wasn't there? Maybe there wasn't.* Ravenclaw good? Last year someone tried to tell Auggie you could fail out of Ravenclaw and then get expelled because you can't not have a house and I almost beat them up and down the quidditch pitch except Auggie was too smart to actually fall for that. Or fail. So I hope you're having fun and you're not worried about failing or anything, you're too smart too.