I Know You Want Me - Chapter Twenty-Two
Title: I Know You Want Me
Author: Sio & Maura
Rating: Hard NC-17
Length: 114,156
Spoilers: This is AU. No Beth. No Lucy. Puck/Rachel lasted for a few months instead of a week and Jesse is a bigger ass than canon. Also Santana's promiscuity implied in the canon is not in effect for this fic for reasons that will be made evident.
Pairing: Rachel/Santana, Puck/Quinn
Summary: Rachel's longed after someone since the first day they met, but will a big secret bring them together or destroy them?
Warnings (highlight to read): Gender Identity Disorder, pregnancy, angst, topping, language, voyeurism, dub-con, non-con, anal, oral, vaginal, public, fisting, size-kink, and talk of self harm
Chapter 22
It had been a couple weeks since the bout of illness that ran through the young family's home. AJ was back to his happy self his giggles becoming louder and more pronounced when one of his moms tickled him.
Santana had finally evened out on her medications, her brain settling down and her hormone levels evening out to make her more like her normal self again. She was sitting in the floor playing with AJ as he rested on his blanket instead of working for once, so Rachel was able to rest. She had the night off from work while the health inspectors gave the bar a final inspection before they got the clear to open for business.
School would be starting soon which made Santana nervous - she'd decided that she was only going to a few of her required classes and cheer leading with Quinn so she could keep up her scholarship. Luckily there was child care on campus so Rachel and Santana didn't have to worry as much about where AJ would be.
"Wanna giggle again for Mami?" Santana asked she tickled her son's belly. "Come on, baby, one more before bathtime and bed."
Rachel came into the room just as AJ let out a happy peal of laughter, squirming under his mami's tickling fingers. "It seems you have an exceedingly happy little boy on your hands, Santana," she laughed, coming in to kiss her girlfriend. "Is it bathtime for him yet?"
"Mmhmm," Santana said leaning into the kiss. "Then bedtime so mommies can have some alone times," Santana smirked and nipped her girlfriend's lips before pulling away.
"Mmm, keep that up and Mami's going to be getting some special alone time," Rachel smirked, scooping up the wiggly boy and heading to the bathroom with him.
"Kinda hope so," Santana smiled and watched Rachel walk away before going and cleaning up the kitchen and having a quick chat with Puck telling him to leave them alone for the night. She came back inside and headed into the living room to straighten up the toys and baby stuff.
Rachel laughed at her son splashing around in the tub as she washed his hair. The lukewarm water barely came to the tops of his thighs, but she wasn't about to leave him alone for a second. "I think your Mami wants to practice making you a sibling, little man," she teased, leaning down and kissing his shoulder, "so you better be quiet and sleep tonight, okay?"
AJ squealed and splashed his arms in the water. He calmed down a bit as his hair was washed, the lavender scent soothing him. When Rachel took him out of the water and wrapped him in his towel, he yawned and pawed at her chest.
"Hungry, little one?" She whispered with a smile, carrying him into his bedroom to diaper him up and get him dressed for bed before settling into the rocking chair in the corner. "Ok, sweetie. Let's fill your belly," she murmured, opening her shirt and freeing a breast so he could latch on.
Santana leaned against the nursery door watching her girlfriend and thier son. "So beautiful," she whispered as she watched from her vantage point.
Rachel sang softly, a gentle lullaby to coax the boy to sleep as he fed. Her fingers brushed lightly over his thick black hair. After a bit, he pulled away and didn't fuss enough to warrant a burping. She looked up and smiled at Santana as she readjusted her clothes. "Hi. I think he'll be asleep for at least a couple of hours," she whispered, standing and settling AJ into the crib before going over to her girlfriend and giving her a soft kiss.
"He's a good boy," she smiled and walked into their room.
"He's ours so of course he is," Rachel teased following her into the room. "Now, do I recall you saying something earlier about wanting alone time or was that just my imagination?" she asked as she pushed the door closed behind her, relying on the baby monitor by the bed to tell them if AJ was in trouble.
"Alone time is a must," she said as she ran her hand over the bulge of her semi hard penis in her sweats.
"I see that," Rachel whispered, leaning on the door and watching her girlfriend with a coy smirk. "And what sort of things would you like to see happen during our...alone time?"
"I would like to eat you out until you beg me to stop," she smirked, "then see what happens."
Rachel swallowed hard, blushing. "I...I'd like to see you try," she finally stammered, pushing off the door and moving towards Santana.
"Undress, baby." Santana said as she laid on the bed and ran her hand over her crotch.
Rachel's fingers slid up and slowly started undoing her blouse. "Like this?" she whispered, her eyes never leaving Santana as she finished unbuttoning it and let it slide down over her shoulders and off her arms to pool on the floor, leaving only her bra to hide her full breasts. She smiled coyly as her fingers toyed with the fasteners of her skirt, waiting for further instructions.
"Take it off," she husked as she pulled her shirt off and pulled her bra off. She let her eyes roam Rachel's body with a smirk. "I want you bare."
"Oh, so," she undid the fastener and let the skirt fall to the ground, reaching up to undo her bra and tossing it away, "like this?" She smirked at her lover, hooking her thumbs into the waistband of her panties and slowly shimmying them down over her hips and legs.
Santana moaned as she watched. "Sexy as fuck," she said as she pushed down her sweats and started stroking herself through her boxers.
"Mmm," Rachel murmured, crawling up on the bed and sliding a hand over Santana's where she was stroking herself, "you should save that for me, don't you think?"
It had taken months and lots of time on the elliptical but she was finally back to the shape she'd been in before becoming pregnant with their son, even if her breasts were still much larger than they'd been before. Her hand covered Santana's member through the cloth of her boxers as she smirked almost wickedly and leaned in for a kiss, "I want every moment of your pleasure to come from my body tonight..."
Santana kissed her hard before sliding her hands onto Rachel's ass. She stroked the soft skin. "I was just getting it ready for you. You know I can go all night," she smirked as she ran her fingers through the cleft of Rachel's ass. "God, you look good."
"Do I?" She sounded unsure. For all the work she'd put in to get back into shape, she still wasn't entirely confident in her appearance. Dating Finn had torn her self-confidence down so far she had trouble seeing herself as attractive even now. "It's all for you," she murmured, pulling one of Santana's hands up to cup her breast, leaning into the touch, her nipple hardening against her lover's palm.
"Mmm," she moaned as she reached for Rachel's lips.
She moaned softly as she captured Santana's lips with hers, stroking her tongue across the lower lip and begging for entrance as she pressed her body down against her girlfriend's. She let her hands slide up to tease and caress Santana's breasts, fingers rolling the stiff peaks as she ground the wetness of her core against the front of Santana's boxers. "I want you," she whispered. "Make love to me, Santana..."
"Can I come inside you and then eat you out?" Santana asked as she pulled down her boxers.
"Do you really have to ask?" Rachel smirked, reaching between them to gently squeeze Santana's member. "Whatever you want to do to me, I'm yours."
"Did... did you go on the pill? I don't want another baby yet." she whispered and lifted her hips up to meet Rachel's hands.
Rachel rolled her eyes, "Yes, Santana, I'm on birth control, though we are both well aware of how rare it was for Aaron to be conceived and how much rarer it would be to conceive another child. And, may I mention," she leaned down to kiss Santana, licking her lips before pulling away, "very unsexy to bring up at this moment."
"Being responsible," Santana mumbled as her fingers fell to stroke Rachel's wetness. "My dad screamed at me before we left," she pressed her lips to Rachel's neck and smiled. "but I like coming inside you."
"I," Rachel gasped with a low groan, pressing herself into Santana's touch, "I like it too. Will you...? Please?"
Santana took her cock and lined it up. "You want this?" she whispered as she ran her dick against the wet cleft.
"I do," she whimpered, trying to roll her hips onto Santana's member, "I want you, Santana. Please make love to me...just," she gasped with a soft whine, "oh God, fuck me please..."
Santana smirked and arched her hips she let her dick slide through Rachel's pussy. She slid onto her with a groan. "So tight," she gasped.
Rachel whimpered and held onto Santana, rolling her hips and tightening her muscles around her lover's length, moaning softly at the feeling of being filled by the girl she loved. "I love you," she whispered, her breath hot as it rushed over Santana's ear before she took the lobe into her mouth and sucked.
"Te amo," Santana whimpered as she rotated her hips in a circle teasing her lover's body. She kept them flush together and bottomed out her dick in Rachel's core.
Rachel groaned and arched her back, causing her sensitive breasts to slide against Santana's, sending shivers down her spine. She rocked into her lover, loving the feeling of Santana's head striking her cervix. "S-santana," she gasped, "my b-breasts, please..."
The other woman arched and captured Rachel's nipple in her mouth and sucked, "Too hard?" she asked as she lathed the peak with her tongue.
"N-no," Rachel panted, her heart racing as she continued to rock on Santana, her walls squeezing her lover's length, every touch from the other girl sending electric bolts of sensation shooting through her, "b-but careful. Nursing..."
"He won't need to eat for a bit." Santana smirked as she sucked gently with every thrust of her hips.
"Yes, but unless you're trying for a snack," she reached up and tangled her fingers in Santana's hair, raking her nails over her scalp and pulling her so she could kiss her hard before pulling back, "then I'd be careful."
She looked up as she sank back down over the breast she'd been toying with and sucked hard until she met with milk, smirking around Rachel's nipple until she managed to coat her mouth with her girlfriend's breast milk. She pulled away and licked her lips. "I like it," she flipped them to press Rachel down against the bed and started thrust hard into her.
Rachel's eyes were dark as she looked up at her lover moving above her. "You," she grunted as a particularly forceful thrust rocked her body hard into the bed, "you would." She wrapped her legs around Santana's waist, digging her heels into her body and rocking her hips hard into each thrust to encourage her lover.
Her hands came up and cupped Santana's breasts, kneading and rolling them. She loved the feel of the heavy fullness filling her hands, the way the stiff peaks felt against her sensitive palms. "God, I love these," she whispered, arching up to take a nipple into her mouth and suck hard, teasing with her teeth.
Santana groaned and arched Into Rachel's mouth. "Fuck," she moaned and thrust harder, her hands fisting into their bed.
Rachel whimpered around the flesh filling her mouth, her free hand sliding around Santana to scratch down her back as she came closer and closer to the edge. She moved with her lover, the force of their movements making the bed rock back and thump against the wall with each thrust. She could feel Santana slapping against her cervix and it made her moan and bite slightly at the nipple in her mouth.
"Shit, baby." she grunted, her hips rocking harder. "I'm gonna fill you so good." she whimpered and kept thrusting. "Baby, I love you so much." She kept thrusting until she started to shake.
Rachel pulled away from Santana's breast with a soft pop, gasping for breath. "I," she gasped, clutching Santana to her, "I love you too. So...so much..."
Then her orgasm hit, washing over her and all she could do was sink her teeth into Santana's shoulder and dig nails into her back to try not to scream loud enough to wake AJ in the other room. Her core clenched hard around Santana, pulling the girl's shaft deeper and milking along it as she shuddered through her climax.
When she felt Rachel let go, she gasped before grunting softly and spilling her essence into Rachel's core. "Fuck!" she grunted and kept thrusting until she filled her up. She pulled out and quickly dropped down and started licking Rachel's core and lapping up their combined cum.
"O-oh," Rachel gasped, her fingers fisting in Santana's hair as the girl's tongue lapped at her tender and sensitive core, "oh God..." Her legs spread wide, one heel hooking over the edge of the bed as she bucked up into Santana's mouth, her head pressing back into the pillows as her body rocketed towards a second climax.
Santana cleaned up her cum and moved to suck on Rachel's clit as she moved to slide her hand up Rachel's chest to squeeze her breast. Rachel whined, the only sound she could force out as she panted for breath as Santana not only took her to the edge, but pushed her off. She bucked into her lover's mouth, covering the hand over her breast with one of her own as she arched hard against the bed, freezing for one trembling moment, unable to even breathe, before collapsing in a trembling heap back on the bed. Her clit felt like it was throbbing with the rapid beat of her heart, but she didn't stop her lover from touching her, her arousal continuing to slick her thighs and Santana's lips and chin.
Santana continued to suck her girlfriend's swollen flesh. She slid her tongue Into her, the muscle resisting as it was clasped by the intense clenching from her orgasm.
"Oh God," Rachel hissed, bucking hard as a third orgasm thundered down upon her. Her nails dug hard into Santana's scalp, pressing her closer as the overwhelming sensation built into an incredibly intense pressure, like she was a reservoir filling beyond its capacity. "C-close," she groaned, feeling herself getting closer and closer.
Santana gasped as she felt the girl's nails dig into her head. She thrust her tongue into her lover and moved her hand to thumb Rachel's cilt. Rachel came with a wordless cry, arching into Santana, her climax squirting from her to drip over Santana's lips.
She shook and trembled, weakly pushing her lover away, her body far too sensitive to tolerate any further contact. "S-stop," she gasped weakly, "t-too much..."
Santana smiled and laid back, her breath coming out in pants as she rested next to her girlfriend. She laid down and looked down seeing her dick hovering over her lap as she rested. "Told you that you'd beg me to stop."
Rachel rolled on her side with a lazy smile, sliding a hand down to caress her lover's member, stroking it slowly. "Maybe I could try to do the same to you," she whispered, leaning over to kiss her. "Can I taste you? I want to taste you..."
"It's yours so do what you what." she whimpered. "It's yours to do anything with."
"I just want you to feel good," Rachel whispered, kissing her way down Santana's body. "You're my beautiful girlfriend," she murmured as she kissed the tip of her dick, "and I love you so much." Her lips slipped over the tip, taking her in just enough to swirl her tongue around the head and suck before sliding further down. She kept sliding down, taking her deeper and deeper until the head was buried in her throat and her lips stroked her skin at the base.
Santana groaned as she pushed Rachel's hair back so she could watch her. "I love when you do that."
Rachel just nodded as she swallowed around her head, breathing awkwardly through her nose. She reached up to fondle and caress Santana's balls with one hand, the other sliding up to squeeze and caress her breast, rolling the nipple between her fingers. Rolling her eyes up as far as she could, she smiled around Santana's member and watched her lover as she moved her lips against her body.
Santana whimpered as she started thrusting into Rachel's mouth. She slid her dick down her throat and held into the girl's hair. Rachel swallowed around her, taking her as best she could, doing all she could think of to pleasure her lover. She slid back nearly off of her until they were only connected by a thin string of saliva.
"I love you so much," she gasped, leaning up to suck on her breasts, stroking her dick hard before sliding back down to take her into her mouth again. She raked her teeth over the thick shaft, sucking hard before sliding back down to sheath her in tight heat of her throat.
Santana shook and gasped as she started shooting thick streams of cum down her girlfriend's throat. "Rachel!" she gasped as she felt her body shaking as she felt her body spasming hard.
Rachel pulled off until she could suck at Santana's head, her hand wrapping around her shaft and pumping out the last of her girlfriend's climax. When her member stopped throbbing and began to soften, she pulled off and licked the softening shaft clean. Siding up Santana's body, she kissed her, running her hands over her body.
"Do you feel good?" she whispered, smiling down at her as she palmed her breasts, "Should I stop?" She smirked, leaning down to pepper kisses over her throat, sucking gently on her pulse point.
Santana wrapped her arms around Rachel. "Feels amazing," she smirked and pressed a kiss to Rachel's head. "You okay? I didn't go to hard?" she asked as she wrapped her legs around the girl.
"Never," Rachel grinned, reaching down to caress Santana's inner thigh, "you're always just right for me, love. We fit together."
Santana groaned at the caress. "Babe, you're gonna get me hard again," she whispered in her girlfriend's ear. "I meant it by the way... I wanna marry you."
"Maybe I want to get you hard again," Rachel smirked, giving Santana's semi-soft member a squeeze. She froze as Santana's words sunk in, "Really?" she smiled softly, "That wasn't a fever dream?"
Santana's hips bucked as she tried to calm her breath. "I... Ugh." she whimpered, "yeah, I wanna marry you." She rolled away slightly to get something out of the nightstand. "I have this," she said as she held out a small box. "Stop touching my dick so you can open it."
"Don't think you're getting off so lightly," Rachel chided, but she released her lover and snuggled into her side taking the box. She just looked at it for a long moment, licking her lips and looking between it and Santana. "I...I'm actually really nervous," she laughed, a bit unsteadily. "It's almost like I'm afraid I'll open this and wake up in my bed at my fathers'. No Aaron. No graduation. No," she bit her lip and looked up at Santana shyly, "no you..."
"Just open it," Santana whispered nervously. Her father had given her the ring Santana's grandmother had worn before she died. After a long tearful conversation one night after AJ was born, Santana had told her father that Rachel was the one, the only one for her and that she would marry her. She had received the ring via overnight express the next day.
Rachel bit her lip so hard she was afraid she'd draw blood if she pushed any harder. Taking a shaky breath, she carefully opened the box, the hinges protesting with a low creak. When she saw the old style ring nestled in the black velvet, her breath caught in her throat in a shocked gasp.
"S-Santana... this... It's," she looked up at her girlfriend with an incredulous smile, "it's beautiful." Her face fell and she sniffled slightly, "I...I don't have anything like this for you..."
"Rachel Berry, you gave me a son... You accept me as I am no matter how crazy I feel." she said as she took out the ring and slipped it on Rachel's finger. "I love you, and you don't have to give me anything. You deserve this... You are a part of my family and I want you to have my abuela's ring,"
A tear trickled down her cheek as she smiled at the ring Santana had slid on her finger. "I want to give you a ring though, Santana. You...you gave me a son. You gave me a family. I...I don't have a grandma or...or a mom to give you a ring from, but I want to give you a ring." She moved to straddle her girlfriend, leaning down and kissing her hard, "I want the world to know you're mine. That this beautiful woman is off limits because she has a fiancée and a handsome little boy waiting for her at home."
She reached down between them, carefully stroking her lover hard again. "I want everyone to know you're loved and wanted in every way," she gasped, raising up and sliding her fiancée's member into her still very sensitive core so they were connected again, "and I want them to be jealous of me because I'm the one who gets to give you that."
Santana shivered and out her hands on Rachel's waist. "I'm yours forever," she whispered as she pressed her lips to Rachel's heart. She sucked softly on the skin she found there until she made a mark on the girl's skin. "I want everyone to know that," she smiled when she looked up. "I want everyone to know you're loved and mine too."
"Shall I get it tattooed on me?" she teased, rocking on her lover's member. "Maybe on my hip? Ooh, with a gold star surrounding it? Property of Santana Lopez?" She panted, smirking down at her new fiancée as she felt her body begin to respond for the fourth time that night as she rode the girl her hands sliding up Santana's stomach to palm her breasts, squeezing them in time with the thrusts of her body down upon Santana's shaft.
"Uh-huh," she groaned as she pulled Rachel down on her so she was bottoming out. Her eyes fluttered closed as she arched up to meet each thrust.
"God," Rachel gasped, throwing her head back as she rode Santana for all she was worth, "I love how you make me feel, Santana. So," she groaned as a roll of her hips dragged Santana's member over her g-spot, "so loved and w-whole...so a-amazing!"
Santana had long been rendered speechless her body just thrusting and reacting to Rachel's touches. She panted, feeling her dick straining inside Rachel, aching to blow its load deep inside her new fiancée.
"C-come for me," Rachel begged, riding Santana, her body sore and begging for release, "I'm so c-close!"
Santana thrust up hard several times before letting her body explode inside Rachel. She gasped and shook until the smaller girl's pussy clenched and milked her member for everything it had. Rachel collapsed against her, trembling and weak from the force of her fourth orgasm of the night. She made no move to pull off of Santana though, treasuring the feeling of connection between their bodies.
"I love you," she whispered, breathless. "And I want to marry you more than anything." She pressed a series of slightly exhausted kisses to Santana's collarbone, "You're it for me. I don't want anyone else. Ever."
Santana simply wrapped her arms around the girl and smiled. "Awesome."