Alright so I feel like giving the big middle finger to everything right now. Tonight I just can't seem to get anything right. I have been called an ass TWICE and they weren't joking.

"And I can't dream
Since I quit sleeping.
And I haven't slept
Since I met you."

Last night I hung out with Mikal, Jared, and Ana. It was a killer time. I thought it was anyway. Umm... yea.. so if people have problems with me they should tell me instead of calling me an asshole in their Xanga. That made me sad. Whatever. So today at the beach it was SOOO much fun!!! Ana and I are burned haha it just keeps getting worse and ( Read more... )

I don't know why but pictures didn't work!! I could see them at my dad's house and EVERYTHING! ERRRRRR!!!! I am so mad. Well anyway ... Wednesday Ana and I are going to Buffalo Beach. I am so excited! Then... Thursday off to the fair WE GO!! It is going to be me, Ana, and J man! Oh goodness I am so excited!!

There is this horrible feeling in my stomach that just makes me want to cry. I wish I knew why. I want to move more than ever. I like being here at my dad's because I am not around certain things. I wish I could make everyone happy, but I can't. I feel like Jared... and I just want to sleep. I think I might take a nap. Just because! I had 2 dreams ( Read more... )

I don't feel like writing a lot so I am just going to say Warped freaking rocked.

Alright so as of last night... it's done. Im over it.

"I've decided tonight is the night
That I lay love aside."

As much as I hate saying this .. I realized more than I wanted last night. It hurts.

"You make me want to take a deep breath." Not too sure what that meant... but it made me happy hearing it ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. Nichole I love you. Ana's pictures were amazing. I had the hardest time finding the strength to get up this morning. Um.. today I really want to get out of the house. My mom told me I had to. Doug I guess is being a little more extreme than usual. SO I think I am going to take a shower and run to Ana's.

So my week has been awesome so far! I love hanging out with Ana, Jared, and Mikal. It is always a good time. Yesterday Mikal and I went to The DUUUNNEEEESS! haha.. It was sooo amazing! The water couldn't have been any more beautiful. It was perfect. I am burned sooo bad. It hurts to walk, and to move my arms up a little. Gosh it hurts. It was ( Read more... )