and that is what i am talking about when i say no matter what is said, it's the actions that will speak for everyone.

last night sucked as well as tonight, but what must be done, must be done.

so here it goes ( Read more... )

you are right about me. nothing has changed and probably never will. i lose track of why i even bother most of the time and i just give up without realizing i did. i am sorry that i haven't gotten right yet. i hope that if i don't get it right, that there is reincarnation. because if there is i promise to get it right in the next life. i won't let ( Read more... )

so the past couple of days have been filled with hanging with alena mostly. but i also hung out with scott, mike, erin, brian, summer, amber, kylie, shawn, bob, amanda, jai, brian curtis and sarah. played poker tonight and lost within 5 hands...i suck ( Read more... )

-----i bought an acoustic/electric guitar yesterday and i immediately started working on a new song. here's the lyrics, soon i will have to whole song constructed exactly how i want it so that everything will fit just right ( Read more... )

there is a conversation that i have been avoiding for a while that MUST be had SOON!!!!!! the outcome of this conversation will be the be all, end all for a couple of people.

and when i say be all, end all i mean, i mean it will either make or break us.

i pray for the best.

the only problem with wearing your heart on your sleeve is that it easier to break when it is always in sight ( Read more... )

-went to lunch with a few people from work ( Read more... )

( i found these pictures of me online, so i thought i would share them..... )

ok, last night.... lots of drinking, lots of friends, lots of laughs. i said a few things i shouldn't have said, but i was drunk and since i am an honest person anyways, having a body full of alcohol helped me to let go and say somethings i was afraid to say. i am hoping it didn't burn any bridges between any of my friends. i tried to send a text ( Read more... )