i kissed you because i was reading the unbearable lightness of being and i couldn't take it anymore. i had admired you from afar for a while, but you had never seen me, because, covered in paint, i was not your type. i was invisible until i put on a tight dress and heels. you were an asshole, and i knew that from the minute you said you never gave ( Read more... )

everything is falling apart
i cannot cope
i cannot even move

i cannot

baby, we'll be bonnie and clyde, you said.
you can be clyde, but i can't be bonnie,
so i am left thrashing in the sheets of loneliness
(aren't i better than nothing?)

absolutely fucking miserable.
why is this cycle inescapable for me?

thrashing in the sheets of loneliness 

i will turn my back on all you hold dear ( Read more... )

my imagination constructs futures too quickly

i hate how needy and paranoid i get sometimes.

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i will whisper poems in your ear to the end of time. 

at the risk of jinxing it,
i have everything and everyone i need to be happy.
i have only daydreams of bliss.

and it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
so shake him off
i am done with my graceless heart
so tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart
(shake it out, florence + the machine)

He kissed Fusun's photograph lovingly, and placed it with ( Read more... )

i don't care anymore.

"when you come back to it, you will be even better."
but i won't have made any progress in terms of 10,000 hours.

all i have are dreams.
but i never take any steps towards them.
i never take any steps at all.
so now i'm walking away.

yeah, i'm doing that thing i do when i feel trapped.