I've been longing for the ocean. To take a bus somewhere, sleep alone in a hotel room walk different lit streets and drink in bars with different newspapers.
while smoking in silence, pink daisies lit softly by street lamps slipping into the edge of my unfocused gaze, I was struck by the inevitabilities of the fine, fucked, forged self. The garbage truck whined and clanged high and loud, having to remove the waste.
our bodies self destruct so in a way it seems only natural we should be a little emotively self destructive too. even if I'm not just a little self destructive.