The blow by blow journal entry is done, but it doesn't even begin to capture the nature of my panic during the hospital stay ( Read more... )

1/13/10 Wednesday ( Read more... )

12-10-09 Travel day ( Read more... )

Thanxgiving 2009 had a lot of pressure on it ( Read more... )

10-29-09 ( Read more... )

Talking to Lock today about my dietary restrictions at the moment and the only word I could come up with was hijacked. That’s how it feels ( Read more... )

9/14/09 ( Read more... )

Today in Zaire’s diaper I found traces of mucous and blood. The first diaper I shrugged off because he doesn’t seem to have any other problems, the second diaper I thought it best to call the advice nurse and “just see” After asking me 47 questions she said “You need to get him down here now ( Read more... )

I question my parenting ability, my assumptions that I have any idea of what I am doing, that I should even be doing it. Little Ezra can push me to the point of homicidal thoughts, to really wanting to inflict bodily harm and it scares me. I remember getting this way with Preston, sometimes. Just being completely frustrated with the insolence, the ( Read more... )

Maybe on the TMI side ( Read more... )